i m turning into something that is easily being control by emotion ~~a severe slave of emotion whenever something struck ~~
should stop it , before totally turn into somethings really bad happen ~~

we never know the meaning of something to ourself until we almost lose it ~~
perhaps we thought we had 'forgotten' about it far along it ago~~
but when something triggers it ~, all it ll come back ~~~

your sms is just woke me up~
dont know wats the joy behind this ~but its just so happpppppppiieee~~


was not totally random ~
perhaps trying to focusing on work this day makes realize the time concept even more ~~
tomorrow would be a very special date
29.02.2012

how u r going to spend ?
hope it ll be as special as to u as to me ~~
hoping to have a starbucks with u ~~~

7 minute pas 12~~26 feb ~~
the 2nd birthday after her birthday ~~~
the mistake shipment arrive today i guess ~~
but it was never important to u ?

been waking up in the middle of the night quite frequent this past week ~
often awake by dreams i myself also dont understand how come i am having it at the first place
i m thinking too much ?
is it a hints of wat the future is fore coming ?
images of u ~~

up to now ~i hope everything was just a dream ~

something tat i would tell ,
a sticky a day , makes up a curvy smile on your face everyday ~~~


just a song for sharing ~~

the day after the package was sent out ~
it reach early ~but totally mayhem when the content is kinda terbalik~~~
wtf !!!!!! change into stone n chemical ?
walao ~~~
really is sad die me ~~

wat i had prepare so 'hard' and "long" to this little surprise me , it actually fails me so hard~
its kind a big slap to the face ~
why o why ~~of all the things tat can go wrong ~how come it had to my first shipment out using courier service to send a parcel service to her ?
on her birthday eve some more ?

caught speechless at the very moment !!y even this u also have to fail me ! the surprise is really ruined ~~
p/~ i m doing logistic ! shame on logistic if the service level maintain at this level ~~
really cant help wanted to screw ~~~
!@#$%^&*()_

:(

do u really did saw ?
u are making me worry even more ~~
this pretending wont be in a perfect one piece anymore is u saw this blog~
pls dont :( i oly left here to say out things i wan ~


one more week to go for your birthday ~
present is consider completed ~~
courier out by next week~
wish u ll like the present very much without any awkward or guiltiness feel


enjoy the movie ?



anyways~ good night ~~
still thinking of u ~~day ~and night ~purple~

~"she is not just a toy", yet she is the worthy one tat turn things into complicated

~"she is not just a toy", yet she is the worthy one tat turn things into complicated

through the smallest thing she done , it affects u in a major way ~tats ad a sign of something is going on
when she no longer around,there's where the misery n suffering all taking effects
~perhaps i ll admit tat something has developed over here over the time~
like it or not ~she has gain some spot

when she is not around anymore , u feel annoyed, frustated in everything u do and become moodless ~
by posting more n more things tat are actually running in your mind , ppl tends to think that u are emoing all the while u dont really care for them except to this particular person which u somehow hope the slightest chances she might c and even press a (y) like for it ~

some had ask y spend so much effort, time n resources over one single tree while u can have the whole forest ~~
i ll oly say u r the worhty one ~~worhty one for me even to change the relationship into complicated ~~
coz u really make me feel complicated ~~~in a good way~~
perhaps its a highest and biggest risk i haven take all this while ~but this risk is worthy one ~~~
as i know i really like u very much ~~~
as time pass , i ll remain the same ~just wont so on the eye to make your life better i hope ~~



y i have to pretend not to care while i actually care for it the most ~
even though it might be as easy as it be , but i shall do all of this for u ~
in order how her to be better off and perhaps stop worrying ~~

something i have bought for u ~~~perhaps i may not be the one making u smile , but still i hope u smile ~~

'random , unplanned , birthday present~







a sticky a day craves a smiling curves on your face everyday ~~

lots have happen ~~
all i cn say is ~gambate !

feelings are something that hard to describe yet leave a lot of question mark on our
head ?
yet still why do we care about it ?



sometimes its just like choosing a candy out of the jar ~

photoblog~

this time shall try something new ways of blogging for today to show the recent of me
short yet easy
~~photoblog ~~~=)



presenting on behalf of my group~~


one team tat is truly amazing ~~





happy faces when the presentation is done ~~






















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tick tock ~

everything has almost reach the end ,
the journey of 4 years ~~
sometimes looking at the clock ll make me dont wanna leave here ~~~
wat awaiting in front is still a question mark ~~

can oly say wish to enjoy the present for now, dont wanna plan for the next step yet even i dont pretty much like the feeling of insecure ~
being repeating 伍家辉 - 你爱我吗 and 伍家辉~虽然我愿意 in my winamp list for the past week ~~~
i m kinda loving this 2 song ~~

willingly to help others in a group assignment and willingly to help it with the heart is one big difference ~

i just realized i miss u the most when replying a fren via sms
i know i hope the ppl i am replying sms is u ~
miss u ~~undeniable
T____T

how long can i go on ?
its really a question~~~

3.04 am 5 th oct 11

accidentally found this song in the song list
been keep on repeating since then ~
my companion in this quite night as i struggling really hard for academic purpose~~~

this part lyric is the fantasy part ~~~

WE WANNA ROCKA, ROCKA , ROCKA , ROCKA , ROCKA , ROCKA ( so fantastic )
go ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA ( so elastic )

FANTASTIC, FANTASTIC, FANTASTIC ,FANTASTIC, ELASTIC , ELASTIC, ELASTIC , ELASTIC ~~




time turn back ~~~

my is it always is my fault?
y everything have to go wrong oly tat time ~
where is my darn iq n eq missing when i needed them the most~
i m sincerely hoping ~~
=(

红颜一笑
by defination ,
smile from someone u like~

did i still saw it just now ?
or just illusion or over thinking ?

from me , to u , abouts us

From me , To u , About us
from the eyes of the photographer to the view of the audience ~
nevertheless the storyline is all about us , each and everyone around at that particular time , particular moment ~



the philosophy which i set out in each of "alex Photography "
perhaps i may just a beginner in this journey of capturing but i really hope to share it ~
i believe in that particular second, that very moment when that particular is something special , that particular moment should captured down ~
perhaps due to the fact that everything is fragile and nothings last ~
this is where the role of the pic comes in ~~
it makes us remember , it makes us treasure , it makes us feel something inside~



p/s : i wan a dslr baby so badly ~unfortunately i cant afford it right now ~~

nevertheless , i still never stop yet~
never stop yet in looking through fb for your news feed ~
never stop yet in trying to figure how are u for the day ~

all of this should be in vain as i m doing something things while giving 'fake hope' for myself ~
hope i wish time can rolled back behind ~~~
coz i wannas say < i dont wan let go >
i dont wan it to be just something again, i wan it to be everything for long ~

the distance is getting further n further away ~
u r just too distance away ~~
how can i ever get near again ~~
to c your smiling face even once more ~~