sorry ~~~~~~~~
friends ~~~`
buddies~~~~

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y
plus working ...feel free to call
me for tea, gathering , eating ///
haha

the cob carnical dinner at putera palace hotel ..
kinda fun n crazy ...
manage to get a lucky draw as well ...first time in life...
rather less life now is kinda messy
....
but i think i going to come to something later on as ppl say ...
before something good approaches , something messy ll appear first ...


why are the words so lot hor >??
pictures better right ???







me n tall girl kai yun ..




a table of winners < lucky night >




me n last sem ANNA....quite nice ppl lai de ....consider lenglui in some way ...




lenglui trista ...slim slim ....

Finally …
It’s a relieved …
Something big of the shoulder …an activity that seems to taken all of me …
A event that took a whole 3 month to prepare was even attractive the special guest was DANELL LEE
A star born locally to amazed the stage with 3 of his latest song …

Initial objective was consider achieved but the overall I think the result can be better still if only ..
To be frank I was expecting some or particular friend to say ‘ well done , goob job “
A simple ones ll do ..it ll makes me feel more touch and worthy for everything I contributed ...
Guess from here also I know
A) wat I am capable of …
B) the level of stress I can handle ….
C) my incapability
D) I should be rethink everything ….who, why , what , when

Well I guess I think it just never happen …at least not yet ….
I should be more down to earth …

Trying myself not to emotional involved in this …
Think less ll makes everyones life better …

Time to retire I think ….from all of this , all of this non-stop and hectic time ..

Many of u ll doubt whether can I do I wat say ??
I myself also doubt actually …but temporarily I really need a place to rest or even a soft shoulder to lean on …it may sounds girly or whatever but have u imagine how is it like ???to have a shoulder to lean on when u haven sleep for days ??
But I guess this world wont be perfect no matter how …there ll always be bad things to show are good things for …


Time to get reconnect back to the world … ANYWAY >>>>>THANKS EACH AND EVERYONE OF WPRING WONDERLAND COMMITTEE MEMBER >>>SORRY IF ANYHOW >>>>

Time to wander to off my bed to rest well ….
Take care guys …

this is the 110 post ...
short n one word to say oly ..
damm busy now ...wait me free back oly come back here blog ...
keep waiting ^^

alios ...
i go back uni tonight ...
take good care ya kaki kaki pou sekalian ...

mask rider ll be back ...soon ...

18 disember

really dont know wat to write here ..i guess no one has been updating their blog making me clueless on wat to begin here ,,
well well

yet tomorrow is selangor public holiday ..
i wonder if tomorrow ll make any different ,,,
actually i oly left around 10 days before going back to jungle ...
eventually today i had already started to plan out the luggage beg..
dont think ll spent money on formal clothes for this opening sem ...
wear so nice for wat le >>cincai wear lo ..< a bo , ppl ll say 'wear so nice come study for wat '
kau kau kei kei ll be just fine

hope this sem ll better ya < cross my finger >
at least better than previous ,,,
signing off ....
a unorganised n unroutine posting ..

stainless steel heart

+



plastic heart


= new heart
=harder than ever , untouchable , no feeling .....
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latest phrases

haha

a day to remember
i ll dont know wat to say to a girl ...
dont know how to chat her up ..
lol ...
it happen on me ...

saw her online on msn , wanted to chat wit her
but dont know how to break the ice ,,,,,
each topic or question tat i frequently use to chat wit other ppl just seems not right or just too lame to use for the moment


i need carefully analyze every word of think up wat is the right topic or question or things to be ask ...
new experince , worthy opponent , one of the kind ...

< HAO AA >*25
its like being taken the head and being bang to the mirror of a car a couple of time and yet being able to look back n smile back upon recalling it ...:)

before n now

last time muz reach home by 12 ...
NOW is reach home by 3 or 4

last time is car pooling , one car up to 6 ppl
NOW one car two ppl < kancil, wira ,saga , myvi > four car going out in a sat outing ..

last time sat was really the day that we awaited the whole week
as many fun ll be achieved
NOW sat seems normal oly ...nothing much ...

last time go out play dont dare speak out loud ..
NOW speaking out loud as if the whole place was ours

last time all need to consider ...
NOW dont need so frust ....just go lo , kia < the usual slogan >


is this happening /??
wat it means .??
are we growing up ???
can i say dont wan ???
i just go back like last time ..
last time life seems easier as i didnt know anything ...
now as growing up , minds tend to be more complex ....
more worries ,,,,,,

come back time
life is always easier in the past ...things are simple , ppl are sincere , minds are clear ....

i am not greedy am i ???
wish ,,,,,,,,,,,,,
something
some one ...
i hope i m dreaming ....



like in imperfect felicity there mention ....
thats L.I.F.E~~n we human are meant to be t slave of L.O.V.E..
~~~yet we are willing to...
< owner of this words , borrow a while ya >
dont worry ...hak cipta terpelihara by u ....

its not a linear equition ...as opposed to fight with 'theory of maggi '

well....the opponent randomly pick medusa
i dapat rikimaru
it was hell of a game
rikimaru was supposely on the upper hand where his critical add up his damage ...
but this time riki meet his real time opponent
one of the kind meduasa ..maybe to others this medusa was nothing much
but to riki this medusa was the 'one ' tat was never been encountered before ....


no matter how riki try his attack on ...
medusa still just slumberly receive those encounter attack as if it was nothing
this time was ad chaos time n different ...
riki has used all the things he got ..all the tricks he has on the sleeve . ...the stuff he had learned all this while observing other players ....
critical leveling has ad reach a state tat ppl would be amazed if the same critical has been thrown to them ...
but to this particular medusa ,,,,,it was still nothing ...

it was just doomed doomed ...it had left riki 'clueless' thus a state of dont know wat to do any more ....

2 pro n con
a ) medusa alies < wont be helping both side, oly depends on riki to solely counter > , consider a good advantage for riki
b )riki alies < let go of medusa , persuade other hero to be pawned or aim to be fresh meat > riki dont know how ....
c ) many people who spectate the game say farm in forest first ...play a while enjoying the game, find back the medusa when u eventually get stronger ....
riki dont know how ...



now ???the story also stuned ...how r ???
anyone got any opinion ....

21 this month i ll be back ....
finally back after a long time ,,,,
i wan to REVITALIZE MYSELF .....

c u all then ,...

let me go can ???
haih ...stop coming at me ....

its a song ....
not the latest ...
but i like it very much ..
if oly i can sing n express myself as him ..

wo ting jian yao ren jiao ni bao bei ....
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btw ....my chatterbox sot d ...anything left comment in the post ..
some more ..
how come my visitor so high te ???any spam is it ???last time i c oly 2000++
but now is 11940++
y ???i not trying to show off ok ???

dual attack

if accident are bad , consider twice ..
wat if being hit by two accident in the nearest time .,,
before ever recover , again being hit ,,,

its just so doomed doomed doomed
DUAL ATTACK ....
bila baru mau recover ...
how and wat is the cure /??

haih ...moody struck me again tonight .
i just need for some one to chat wit ...
i just recalled we never spoken to each other happily ad ...since a long time ..

thinking 's

no matter ....
just try n live on ..
no matter how hard ,,,
no matter how u dont wan it to happen .....

long time ago ....punya posting

Haha ….officially 21 ….
Don’t know how to describe today …l..
Receive quite many sms today ….a whole of them ….
Thank to all ….< Ah ben …c this …..not oly u got …I also got ….haha ….>

Via Surprise ‘ small celebration ‘
Christine ,
jasmine ,
swee ling ,
chia chia ,
leanne,
mei ling ,
pei sze ,
hui shan ,
kelvin …
I ll remember the process of being a santa claus ……

Via Sms

Jason,
ben ,
voon ceh ,
shiaw yiah ,
sin yee ,
hwee sze ,
juin giap ,
jasmine,
see keat,
ching chun,
fei shan ,
yi qin ,
jia jia ,
vee mae,
cindy ,
siew yen ,
yu king ,
gay yong ,
xue li ,
dang ,
yi xin ,
ivy ,
alice ,
yy ,
beng lang ,
hui ling ,
seow jun ,
lay hoon

Via Personally face to face

Yi tat ,
Zu wern


Via Facebook

mei ling ,
lian ti ,
wilson ,
vienna cheong ,
chia kie ,
ke xin ,
audrey ,
yunya ,
alex yip ,
ling goh ,
siew yen ,
erin chong ,
sister ,
yeoh ker lee ,
tiffany chin ,
senny lim ,
kit shang ,
boon heng ,
rwiney lee ,
yuk ling ,
ping ling ,
poh keong ,
pauline lim ,
chun kiat ,
boon kiat ,
jeffre ,
eugene ,
z-kan ,








Haha ….i know ,,, quite a lot ….
How come oly girls tat wish a lot ???
I also don’t know ,.,,,,
But anyway I quite happy today …

Sometimes the size n how the celebration is not important , but its they way they plan , mastermind the surprise , do according to the plan to surprise tat someone is more important …..
I like the surprise although its not very surprising ,,,,coz I can guess almost everything ad actually …
Haha …I know ..blame me ….

3 more hours then ll be in bus lo ///
finish holiday ...enough of playing ad i guess ....
muz go pack now ...
chaoo ...

i guess everyone is just busy ....
tats fine ..
alright ..