crucial 24 hours for u~~
kinda complicated feeling ~~
this few day ~~to be at your side ~~~
yet ~~~


anyway~~hope this day ll pass slower ~~
dont know how or wat tomorrow is like~~
i ll support u ~~

gambate~





MONKEY ~

its all happening again but differ in some way~

11/2/11
Friday

before embarking on the journey of hundred km to the north ~
had stop by for breakfast while waiting for friends~

while eating ,it kinda brings back childhood memory
last time when was still in primary,
by 6.30am have already left the house with whole family in tat proton wira ~~
due to busy schedule , dear mummy n father ll drop my off the small restaurant
while ordering fried mee together wit hot drinks for me and pay for them as well ~~
leaving me to eat while they continue on to work ~~
then i eat alone then walk across the street to head to school ~~~




when i pass tat restaurant , it feels like the same there
at least 14 years had pass since then ~~
to have a simple breakfast wit them something is like harder than dating my friends ~~
even the cars has no longer around ~~
all that i remember has already change ~~


to think back ,
I MISS ALL THOSE PAST TENSE ~~
not to say now is tat bad ~but definitely last time everything was less complex~~~

till then~~
shall be taking off myself better ~~
sign of failing sick soon~~
going to busy wit lots of assignment~~

凌加峻-三个字~~

as each song carries different meaning
so does this song ~


for the first time it was so coincidence where i listen to it ~~
but sooner later i was falling in love wit it ~
end up to almost addicted ~

is this just all fate or ?










凌加峻-三个字


nei yat yat siu dak je moh chaan laan ngoh jam se dak nei haam jo siu chau ngoh do yuen yi liu bok hung yat siu

chung loi moot yau je moh seung yat gin si yuen loi yau je moh yat gin si choi jik dak ngoh moon lau luen gam tin wai nei sei do hoh yi



* chung chin yau na saam goh ji tin tin gong nei ji sui yin moot san yi daan yau yi si ngoh chue maai chue maai je moh doh si gui ngoh ji seung nei hoh yi gan ngoh yat hei siu chung chin na saam goh ji yan yan do jung yi ho bat hoh si yi daan si yau yau gei goh yan jan jing ming baak na yi si ngoh ji ji do ngoh ji seung nei faai lok

chan jue yan doh doh gong gong sam lui wa gam sin ji jik wooi piu ga chung chi dak nei ji ngoh yam hoh si do bat wooi pa chung loi moot yau je moh seung yat gin si yuen loi yau je moh yat gin si choi jik dak ngoh moon lau luen gam tin jan dik wai nei sei do hoh yi





Repeat *

jau suen gam tin bat joi chong gwoh jok yat ngoh jam moh gong do mo wai jau suen gam tin bat joi chong gwoh jok yat ngoh yuen yi dang ha hui joi dang ha hui joi dang ha hui

chung chin yau na saam goh ji tin tin gong nei ji sui yin moot san yi daan yau yi si ngoh chue maai chue maai je moh doh si gui ngoh ji seung nei hoh yi gan ngoh yat hei siu chung chin na saam goh ji yan yan do jung yi ho bat hoh si yi daan si yau yau gei goh yan jan jing ming baak na yi si ngoh ji ji do ngoh ji seung nei faai lok ngoh ji seung nei faai lok

done my first item " thing to do on 2011"


settle ~~~
a birthday gift ~~
done done done !!
but exactly was completely satisfied wit the whole wrapping process
i m getting so freaking not so familiar with wrapping anymore ~~

off lur!
have a nice day then~~

capture this pic recently while having a game of badminton wit few friends ~~
tis pic can really describe wat i am thinking at the moment~~~

unable to fit myself to the current ~~~
feel i should be doing or achieving other thing rather than the situation on the ground ~~
yet , i dont pretty know wat is actually the 'other thing' tat i should be achieving

at era of new year , ppl would normally set out a couple to dozens of this so called 'resolution' to be complete within this year

well for me , i did too ~~
at least, mine was not a well planned one ~~
randomly generate while having insomnia ~~

generally for me ,i would take these as the things i wanna finish off in addition to this year also will the last two sem in my uni life


proceeding to the list

THINGS TO DO IN 2011
1)at the moment, is a birthday celebration on 18 jan for a friend ~~

< with roughly around 2 weeks plus ~
this gift better be good ~~
it have to surpassed my own standard first ~~
just hope i can really able to finish the preparation all by myself ~~
everything have to go accordingly to the planning too pls~~
ll take a picture of it sooner


XD

present represents appreciation, to show tat u r not forgotten ~~~~


till then alios ~~^^

when things get out on way , we ll mostly blame ourselves
but the right way , is ~
we should not ~~


no doubt ,
this is the way for us to release ,
but actually this is not healthy n right way to do ~

this is wat i recover accidentally while browsing through magazine ~~
< dont know right or wrong >

kinda been thinking a lot this lately ,
the reason ?
i also dont know ~~~
haha~~
but to say ,
maybe all of these are thinking tat are unnecessary
but with the free time all day n some circumstance ,
those thinking just pop out ~~~

anyway , i feel it ll all past soon ~~
SAME OLD WORDS ~~~~IF IT DIDNT KILL U < IT MAKE U STRONGER>



btw christmas and new year is around the corner , therefore wishing all of u
merry christmas n happy new year in advance ~~
XD

chaos ~~nights ~~
2.27am , 21 dis

a meal on 5 dec < relaxing one >

a meal of steamboat , around 20 working together
but majority i m the chef ^^
i m in-charge of cooking the soup ~~

feel kinda happy when everyone say the soup was just nice XD




the bowl in contrasting with the cooker ~~




flavoring and the main thing in our soup base




the big portion




something to fill our stomach even more




bowl are gather ~~~




AND NOT THE ELSE DINNER IS SERVED ~~




tomyam pot on the way ^^
extra sour anyone?




just plain n soft chicken soup base

21 nov

2.22 am in the morning ~
kinda awake yet ~~
exam REALLY AROUND THE CORNER JOR ~~
22/11/2010 urban n rural transport ~~9 am ~~

preparation?
agak agak do lo ~~
do wat my heart n mood takes me to ~~
kinda not very into it ~~
it been causing super spinning with all the calculations
damm i hate calculations ~~


i have wrote this on my wall to motivate me ~~



2.67? apa tu ??result for last sem lo T____T
3.00? planning for this sem ~~dont know how i m going to fork it out ~~
but i ll find a way ~~

DO IT MY WAY ~~~


till then take care o ~~
ll be back to party on 12 of dis ~~
a month holiday awaits me ~~^^

add oil togehter la dear friends
in all
every aspect of life

8 nov ~

today is better than yesterday ~~
and tomorrow ll be far more better than today ~~~



been home for 2 days after the sudden back from uni due to the flooding in the northern region ~~
well , for the first time i m not forgotten by friends who was rushing to back ~~
thanks to them for fetching me back as well ,

have 2 weeks before back again i think ,
but this 2 week also have to use properly in order to study for the final @@
things been quite complicated ~~
i m a bit afraid for the final actually ~~

anyway in a unrelated case ~~~
a just for fun checkup at the pharmacy reveal i m suffering high blood pressure ~~
yup ~~~
normal ppl would be around 125 ?
but i already at 142 ~~~
high blood pressure ~~~
as the they say a lot of thing may be the cause of it ~~
MOst probably the rest was not enough n stress for studies ???

but yet ~~~i have to rest well and consider going to the hospital for full body check up ~
my parents were quite worry ~~
lol~~bless me pls everyone ~~
till then ~~
take care ~~~
add oil~~everyone ~~~^^

a break pls ~~~~~

today marks a big spot on my calendar~~
y ??
my assignment is stuck half way due to dont know how to express the idea even i have the idea
the problem on dont know how to elaborate it in simple english really pissed myself off ~~
for the others , its the hard thing to brainstorm out the idea ~~
kinda odd right ??

this really never occur to me~~~
due date are just around the corner ~~~
assignment are the oly thing tat can save my grade from a pool of 'f'~~
yet i m not able to do them well ~~~
wat is gonna happen to my grades @@
no eye c ~~~~


currently taking break munching on this 2 ~~





when i ll be able to settle all of this ??



till then end of it ~~~
aza aza fighting ~~~~

dear friends ~~~
apasal no one update blog ??

there is nothing as best lines nor any fancy words ~~
wat important is ~~
the right words at the right time and a caring sincere heart ~~


this are the words that coming up my head ~~
anyone in favour of it ?

i seriously been thinking this lately ~~~~

i feel i m need of some changes ~~
as i feel i am scoring below my own marking chart ~~

quote from bk ~~i defeat 3 ppl today ??me , myself and I ??
mine ~~~ try this 3 downsizing mark factors which i own~~
not mature ,
no have sense of direcion and
no secure feeling ~~


dont know wat kind of changes , but i know there is a need for a
' new , better of me "
XD
would need all of u ~~supports and opinions XD

maybe i ll go out of this maze box soon ~~

the price of a decision

every decision comes with a price ~~~
price tat we need to pay for obtaining something ~~~~

i kinda blew of a good offer ~~~
parents willingly to bought me a new hp ~~~

actually i wanted to say , i would really love or its nice to have a new hp ~~
i can have a million reason y i need it `~~
yet another corner i also can have a million reason why i should not have it ~~~~


i been unable to make a firm decision cause i know a lot of thing which is happening within the house ~~~
having a soft heart of dont wan to add misery into their burden , i would just say 'look around first '
maybe to them , i am worrying too much ~~~
but i made a decision

hope i am not regret ~~~~

i m late~~using the things ppl buy for me ~~

due to the current condition the wallet i m using now
~~~

therefore i had taken wat i keep in the 'safebox'
a birthday present from 21st of my birthday ~~~

i been keeping it out of sight ~~
out of reachable ~~
i have keep it safely it ~~~

as time move on , it have quietly following me ~~
i thinks its time now ~~~
i ll treausre u well~~~













in the 'safebox' there is another priceless possesion ~~
this one i get on the 26/08/2010
isnt not a birthday present or yet something tat hold a deep meaning in it
but as each story has it own line ~~
this one would be as valuable as the others ~~~




i would wonder how long would it take to finally appear~~~

Random updates~~~

this this this ~~~~
my past time for now ~~~~

mid sem around the corner ~~~
all calculation ~~~
my eyes are like @.@
free me soon ~~~

a late dinner ~~

i feel my appetite is very huge this lately
dont believe ~~
let c this example XD




0802 pm

after having a short game of futsal with my hostel mate ~~~
my kind neighbour ask me whether do i wan take away ~~~
in the process of waiting
where i can no longer wait ~~
therefore i took 2 of this ~~~



NASI LEMAK IKAN BILIS

plus a mug of hot milo




man tau 1 hour 12 minutes later my dinner arrive , i eaten this as well ~~~


KU LOR YUK RICE

9.31 pm i am full to death XD
i m finding excuse for me to eat ~~~
is this not healthy >>>
tell me about it ~~~

words i learn ~~~
i feel it sounds nice ~~~

I HAVE STRONG FEELING FOR U ,
BUT ITS UNSURE WHETHER ITS POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE ~

oops~~

dark chocolates~~
a taste of sweetness which at a moderate level once its enter the mouth ~~~
darker than black ,

its the taste of sweet behind the high percentage black cocoa that flush tat smiling face facing out from the heart ~~~