i love this guy singing this song ~~its pure ~~
曹軒賓 - 可惜不是你

sometimes , when we are expecting more than wat we can get ~
is this greedy ?
how do we define greedy ?
is this greedy

sometimes beings parents are not an easy thing ~~kinda susah also ~~
i feel pity for mine ~all the hardwork, sweats n everything else ~
kinda make me feel guilty when i c them not be able to enjoy even a bit of their own life ~

roughly 3 more weeks to the training for the interview i succeeded last 2 months but however this 3 weeks will be hard to pass ~~~

sometimes being stuck at home 24 hours a day make me really wanna find some easy going part time ~however due to some external factors ~finding ones is not easy ~

time is an cruel dimension which ll cause ppl to change~~

i guess its different from the older days whereby i feel need n wants are growing accordingly to the age ~~
sometimes i feel i am getting more n more materialistic and complicated
~~
u cant say its not completely 100 percent healthy but i feel somehow if be channel properly it can serve as motivation


list of thing i would hard wish they ll come by ~
below are just illustrated form of things , XD
some are not the exact models yet, as haven decide wat model , brand n type to be desire ~~having them would really kickoff the mood to fight ~

the study week again ~

<

when was the last time i was so free updating my little bloggie ?
i almost forgetten ~~
however all of this busy drought came to an end ~~ending for this sem yet to be coming ~~
as final will be commencing one week later ~~~


embark on a small time dancing for a 2 function here ~~nevertheless the process of learning was pretty hectic as again time is limited ~~~
suppose to be easier for me but however i was the one tat slow everything down ~~~
coz in order for every small details , they in conclusion agree tat i have a kind of own style ~ a style which is more suit to be in tae yang video than big bang video ~~
coz dont have 'sharp edges but instead is more smooth n continuos "

anyway finally it ended ~not as good as i wan but i guess everything should not too emphasis on the result , the process for this time is always the most precious ones ~~arigato ~~





a lot of frens are also leaving for this sem ad ~therefore i have specially organized an album for me n them titling 'each of u and me '
each of the fren with me ~
T_T

the album ll be update slower than usual ~~~
as many pictures need to be edited first ~it shall be my kind of special memories




especially ~
><

penguin~

in the past one month ,i think i experience a lot~~
nevertheless was tons of assignment n the 'promise of taking lead of the assignment from previous sem' ~~
therefore this sem , i am really tired and being push to the max ~
the price of all this really makes me exhausted ~~


but in the same time , i was not at my best shape ~~
often as i do get some playing from other ppl ~~but sometimes , its really over for me ~maybe to u all its nothing , but i also have feeling ~~
i m feeling each n everyone of them is poking me continuously~~~
can i even put an end onto this ~~
sometimes i really wish to have someone to talk to u ~~yes no doubt , it seems tat i have 'a lot friend' ~~~
but how many of them really are there ~~i really dotn know wat are friends ~~~

sorry if this hurt u all ~~

hope i have enough stamina to get over this ~

currently >
half sick lying down on the bed after consuming panadol

but what was the funny thing is when i was lying there on my bed~~
was thinking of someone which i presume i should not think off ~~
apasal my head think pi itu direction ?
stupid me ~~~


how good if i have tat 'someone' that attend to me right now ~~~

i am blaming the two panadol for giving my mind this delusion ~~
~~~

crucial 24 hours for u~~
kinda complicated feeling ~~
this few day ~~to be at your side ~~~
yet ~~~


anyway~~hope this day ll pass slower ~~
dont know how or wat tomorrow is like~~
i ll support u ~~

gambate~





MONKEY ~

its all happening again but differ in some way~

11/2/11
Friday

before embarking on the journey of hundred km to the north ~
had stop by for breakfast while waiting for friends~

while eating ,it kinda brings back childhood memory
last time when was still in primary,
by 6.30am have already left the house with whole family in tat proton wira ~~
due to busy schedule , dear mummy n father ll drop my off the small restaurant
while ordering fried mee together wit hot drinks for me and pay for them as well ~~
leaving me to eat while they continue on to work ~~
then i eat alone then walk across the street to head to school ~~~




when i pass tat restaurant , it feels like the same there
at least 14 years had pass since then ~~
to have a simple breakfast wit them something is like harder than dating my friends ~~
even the cars has no longer around ~~
all that i remember has already change ~~


to think back ,
I MISS ALL THOSE PAST TENSE ~~
not to say now is tat bad ~but definitely last time everything was less complex~~~

till then~~
shall be taking off myself better ~~
sign of failing sick soon~~
going to busy wit lots of assignment~~

凌加峻-三个字~~

as each song carries different meaning
so does this song ~


for the first time it was so coincidence where i listen to it ~~
but sooner later i was falling in love wit it ~
end up to almost addicted ~

is this just all fate or ?










凌加峻-三个字


nei yat yat siu dak je moh chaan laan ngoh jam se dak nei haam jo siu chau ngoh do yuen yi liu bok hung yat siu

chung loi moot yau je moh seung yat gin si yuen loi yau je moh yat gin si choi jik dak ngoh moon lau luen gam tin wai nei sei do hoh yi



* chung chin yau na saam goh ji tin tin gong nei ji sui yin moot san yi daan yau yi si ngoh chue maai chue maai je moh doh si gui ngoh ji seung nei hoh yi gan ngoh yat hei siu chung chin na saam goh ji yan yan do jung yi ho bat hoh si yi daan si yau yau gei goh yan jan jing ming baak na yi si ngoh ji ji do ngoh ji seung nei faai lok

chan jue yan doh doh gong gong sam lui wa gam sin ji jik wooi piu ga chung chi dak nei ji ngoh yam hoh si do bat wooi pa chung loi moot yau je moh seung yat gin si yuen loi yau je moh yat gin si choi jik dak ngoh moon lau luen gam tin jan dik wai nei sei do hoh yi





Repeat *

jau suen gam tin bat joi chong gwoh jok yat ngoh jam moh gong do mo wai jau suen gam tin bat joi chong gwoh jok yat ngoh yuen yi dang ha hui joi dang ha hui joi dang ha hui

chung chin yau na saam goh ji tin tin gong nei ji sui yin moot san yi daan yau yi si ngoh chue maai chue maai je moh doh si gui ngoh ji seung nei hoh yi gan ngoh yat hei siu chung chin na saam goh ji yan yan do jung yi ho bat hoh si yi daan si yau yau gei goh yan jan jing ming baak na yi si ngoh ji ji do ngoh ji seung nei faai lok ngoh ji seung nei faai lok

done my first item " thing to do on 2011"


settle ~~~
a birthday gift ~~
done done done !!
but exactly was completely satisfied wit the whole wrapping process
i m getting so freaking not so familiar with wrapping anymore ~~

off lur!
have a nice day then~~

capture this pic recently while having a game of badminton wit few friends ~~
tis pic can really describe wat i am thinking at the moment~~~

unable to fit myself to the current ~~~
feel i should be doing or achieving other thing rather than the situation on the ground ~~
yet , i dont pretty know wat is actually the 'other thing' tat i should be achieving

at era of new year , ppl would normally set out a couple to dozens of this so called 'resolution' to be complete within this year

well for me , i did too ~~
at least, mine was not a well planned one ~~
randomly generate while having insomnia ~~

generally for me ,i would take these as the things i wanna finish off in addition to this year also will the last two sem in my uni life


proceeding to the list

THINGS TO DO IN 2011
1)at the moment, is a birthday celebration on 18 jan for a friend ~~

< with roughly around 2 weeks plus ~
this gift better be good ~~
it have to surpassed my own standard first ~~
just hope i can really able to finish the preparation all by myself ~~
everything have to go accordingly to the planning too pls~~
ll take a picture of it sooner


XD

present represents appreciation, to show tat u r not forgotten ~~~~


till then alios ~~^^

when things get out on way , we ll mostly blame ourselves
but the right way , is ~
we should not ~~


no doubt ,
this is the way for us to release ,
but actually this is not healthy n right way to do ~

this is wat i recover accidentally while browsing through magazine ~~
< dont know right or wrong >

kinda been thinking a lot this lately ,
the reason ?
i also dont know ~~~
haha~~
but to say ,
maybe all of these are thinking tat are unnecessary
but with the free time all day n some circumstance ,
those thinking just pop out ~~~

anyway , i feel it ll all past soon ~~
SAME OLD WORDS ~~~~IF IT DIDNT KILL U < IT MAKE U STRONGER>



btw christmas and new year is around the corner , therefore wishing all of u
merry christmas n happy new year in advance ~~
XD

chaos ~~nights ~~
2.27am , 21 dis

a meal on 5 dec < relaxing one >

a meal of steamboat , around 20 working together
but majority i m the chef ^^
i m in-charge of cooking the soup ~~

feel kinda happy when everyone say the soup was just nice XD




the bowl in contrasting with the cooker ~~




flavoring and the main thing in our soup base




the big portion




something to fill our stomach even more




bowl are gather ~~~




AND NOT THE ELSE DINNER IS SERVED ~~




tomyam pot on the way ^^
extra sour anyone?




just plain n soft chicken soup base

21 nov

2.22 am in the morning ~
kinda awake yet ~~
exam REALLY AROUND THE CORNER JOR ~~
22/11/2010 urban n rural transport ~~9 am ~~

preparation?
agak agak do lo ~~
do wat my heart n mood takes me to ~~
kinda not very into it ~~
it been causing super spinning with all the calculations
damm i hate calculations ~~


i have wrote this on my wall to motivate me ~~



2.67? apa tu ??result for last sem lo T____T
3.00? planning for this sem ~~dont know how i m going to fork it out ~~
but i ll find a way ~~

DO IT MY WAY ~~~


till then take care o ~~
ll be back to party on 12 of dis ~~
a month holiday awaits me ~~^^

add oil togehter la dear friends
in all
every aspect of life

8 nov ~

today is better than yesterday ~~
and tomorrow ll be far more better than today ~~~



been home for 2 days after the sudden back from uni due to the flooding in the northern region ~~
well , for the first time i m not forgotten by friends who was rushing to back ~~
thanks to them for fetching me back as well ,

have 2 weeks before back again i think ,
but this 2 week also have to use properly in order to study for the final @@
things been quite complicated ~~
i m a bit afraid for the final actually ~~

anyway in a unrelated case ~~~
a just for fun checkup at the pharmacy reveal i m suffering high blood pressure ~~
yup ~~~
normal ppl would be around 125 ?
but i already at 142 ~~~
high blood pressure ~~~
as the they say a lot of thing may be the cause of it ~~
MOst probably the rest was not enough n stress for studies ???

but yet ~~~i have to rest well and consider going to the hospital for full body check up ~
my parents were quite worry ~~
lol~~bless me pls everyone ~~
till then ~~
take care ~~~
add oil~~everyone ~~~^^

a break pls ~~~~~

today marks a big spot on my calendar~~
y ??
my assignment is stuck half way due to dont know how to express the idea even i have the idea
the problem on dont know how to elaborate it in simple english really pissed myself off ~~
for the others , its the hard thing to brainstorm out the idea ~~
kinda odd right ??

this really never occur to me~~~
due date are just around the corner ~~~
assignment are the oly thing tat can save my grade from a pool of 'f'~~
yet i m not able to do them well ~~~
wat is gonna happen to my grades @@
no eye c ~~~~


currently taking break munching on this 2 ~~





when i ll be able to settle all of this ??



till then end of it ~~~
aza aza fighting ~~~~

dear friends ~~~
apasal no one update blog ??