photoblog~

this time shall try something new ways of blogging for today to show the recent of me
short yet easy
~~photoblog ~~~=)



presenting on behalf of my group~~


one team tat is truly amazing ~~





happy faces when the presentation is done ~~






















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tick tock ~

everything has almost reach the end ,
the journey of 4 years ~~
sometimes looking at the clock ll make me dont wanna leave here ~~~
wat awaiting in front is still a question mark ~~

can oly say wish to enjoy the present for now, dont wanna plan for the next step yet even i dont pretty much like the feeling of insecure ~
being repeating 伍家辉 - 你爱我吗 and 伍家辉~虽然我愿意 in my winamp list for the past week ~~~
i m kinda loving this 2 song ~~

willingly to help others in a group assignment and willingly to help it with the heart is one big difference ~

i just realized i miss u the most when replying a fren via sms
i know i hope the ppl i am replying sms is u ~
miss u ~~undeniable
T____T

how long can i go on ?
its really a question~~~

3.04 am 5 th oct 11

accidentally found this song in the song list
been keep on repeating since then ~
my companion in this quite night as i struggling really hard for academic purpose~~~

this part lyric is the fantasy part ~~~

WE WANNA ROCKA, ROCKA , ROCKA , ROCKA , ROCKA , ROCKA ( so fantastic )
go ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA, ROCKA ( so elastic )

FANTASTIC, FANTASTIC, FANTASTIC ,FANTASTIC, ELASTIC , ELASTIC, ELASTIC , ELASTIC ~~




time turn back ~~~

my is it always is my fault?
y everything have to go wrong oly tat time ~
where is my darn iq n eq missing when i needed them the most~
i m sincerely hoping ~~
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红颜一笑
by defination ,
smile from someone u like~

did i still saw it just now ?
or just illusion or over thinking ?

from me , to u , abouts us

From me , To u , About us
from the eyes of the photographer to the view of the audience ~
nevertheless the storyline is all about us , each and everyone around at that particular time , particular moment ~



the philosophy which i set out in each of "alex Photography "
perhaps i may just a beginner in this journey of capturing but i really hope to share it ~
i believe in that particular second, that very moment when that particular is something special , that particular moment should captured down ~
perhaps due to the fact that everything is fragile and nothings last ~
this is where the role of the pic comes in ~~
it makes us remember , it makes us treasure , it makes us feel something inside~



p/s : i wan a dslr baby so badly ~unfortunately i cant afford it right now ~~

nevertheless , i still never stop yet~
never stop yet in looking through fb for your news feed ~
never stop yet in trying to figure how are u for the day ~

all of this should be in vain as i m doing something things while giving 'fake hope' for myself ~
hope i wish time can rolled back behind ~~~
coz i wannas say < i dont wan let go >
i dont wan it to be just something again, i wan it to be everything for long ~

the distance is getting further n further away ~
u r just too distance away ~~
how can i ever get near again ~~
to c your smiling face even once more ~~

i love this guy singing this song ~~its pure ~~
曹軒賓 - 可惜不是你

sometimes , when we are expecting more than wat we can get ~
is this greedy ?
how do we define greedy ?
is this greedy

sometimes beings parents are not an easy thing ~~kinda susah also ~~
i feel pity for mine ~all the hardwork, sweats n everything else ~
kinda make me feel guilty when i c them not be able to enjoy even a bit of their own life ~

roughly 3 more weeks to the training for the interview i succeeded last 2 months but however this 3 weeks will be hard to pass ~~~

sometimes being stuck at home 24 hours a day make me really wanna find some easy going part time ~however due to some external factors ~finding ones is not easy ~

time is an cruel dimension which ll cause ppl to change~~

i guess its different from the older days whereby i feel need n wants are growing accordingly to the age ~~
sometimes i feel i am getting more n more materialistic and complicated
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u cant say its not completely 100 percent healthy but i feel somehow if be channel properly it can serve as motivation


list of thing i would hard wish they ll come by ~
below are just illustrated form of things , XD
some are not the exact models yet, as haven decide wat model , brand n type to be desire ~~having them would really kickoff the mood to fight ~

the study week again ~

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when was the last time i was so free updating my little bloggie ?
i almost forgetten ~~
however all of this busy drought came to an end ~~ending for this sem yet to be coming ~~
as final will be commencing one week later ~~~


embark on a small time dancing for a 2 function here ~~nevertheless the process of learning was pretty hectic as again time is limited ~~~
suppose to be easier for me but however i was the one tat slow everything down ~~~
coz in order for every small details , they in conclusion agree tat i have a kind of own style ~ a style which is more suit to be in tae yang video than big bang video ~~
coz dont have 'sharp edges but instead is more smooth n continuos "

anyway finally it ended ~not as good as i wan but i guess everything should not too emphasis on the result , the process for this time is always the most precious ones ~~arigato ~~





a lot of frens are also leaving for this sem ad ~therefore i have specially organized an album for me n them titling 'each of u and me '
each of the fren with me ~
T_T

the album ll be update slower than usual ~~~
as many pictures need to be edited first ~it shall be my kind of special memories




especially ~
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penguin~

in the past one month ,i think i experience a lot~~
nevertheless was tons of assignment n the 'promise of taking lead of the assignment from previous sem' ~~
therefore this sem , i am really tired and being push to the max ~
the price of all this really makes me exhausted ~~


but in the same time , i was not at my best shape ~~
often as i do get some playing from other ppl ~~but sometimes , its really over for me ~maybe to u all its nothing , but i also have feeling ~~
i m feeling each n everyone of them is poking me continuously~~~
can i even put an end onto this ~~
sometimes i really wish to have someone to talk to u ~~yes no doubt , it seems tat i have 'a lot friend' ~~~
but how many of them really are there ~~i really dotn know wat are friends ~~~

sorry if this hurt u all ~~

hope i have enough stamina to get over this ~

currently >
half sick lying down on the bed after consuming panadol

but what was the funny thing is when i was lying there on my bed~~
was thinking of someone which i presume i should not think off ~~
apasal my head think pi itu direction ?
stupid me ~~~


how good if i have tat 'someone' that attend to me right now ~~~

i am blaming the two panadol for giving my mind this delusion ~~
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crucial 24 hours for u~~
kinda complicated feeling ~~
this few day ~~to be at your side ~~~
yet ~~~


anyway~~hope this day ll pass slower ~~
dont know how or wat tomorrow is like~~
i ll support u ~~

gambate~





MONKEY ~