alios ...
i go back uni tonight ...
take good care ya kaki kaki pou sekalian ...

mask rider ll be back ...soon ...

18 disember

really dont know wat to write here ..i guess no one has been updating their blog making me clueless on wat to begin here ,,
well well

yet tomorrow is selangor public holiday ..
i wonder if tomorrow ll make any different ,,,
actually i oly left around 10 days before going back to jungle ...
eventually today i had already started to plan out the luggage beg..
dont think ll spent money on formal clothes for this opening sem ...
wear so nice for wat le >>cincai wear lo ..< a bo , ppl ll say 'wear so nice come study for wat '
kau kau kei kei ll be just fine

hope this sem ll better ya < cross my finger >
at least better than previous ,,,
signing off ....
a unorganised n unroutine posting ..

stainless steel heart

+



plastic heart


= new heart
=harder than ever , untouchable , no feeling .....
=



latest phrases

haha

a day to remember
i ll dont know wat to say to a girl ...
dont know how to chat her up ..
lol ...
it happen on me ...

saw her online on msn , wanted to chat wit her
but dont know how to break the ice ,,,,,
each topic or question tat i frequently use to chat wit other ppl just seems not right or just too lame to use for the moment


i need carefully analyze every word of think up wat is the right topic or question or things to be ask ...
new experince , worthy opponent , one of the kind ...

< HAO AA >*25
its like being taken the head and being bang to the mirror of a car a couple of time and yet being able to look back n smile back upon recalling it ...:)

before n now

last time muz reach home by 12 ...
NOW is reach home by 3 or 4

last time is car pooling , one car up to 6 ppl
NOW one car two ppl < kancil, wira ,saga , myvi > four car going out in a sat outing ..

last time sat was really the day that we awaited the whole week
as many fun ll be achieved
NOW sat seems normal oly ...nothing much ...

last time go out play dont dare speak out loud ..
NOW speaking out loud as if the whole place was ours

last time all need to consider ...
NOW dont need so frust ....just go lo , kia < the usual slogan >


is this happening /??
wat it means .??
are we growing up ???
can i say dont wan ???
i just go back like last time ..
last time life seems easier as i didnt know anything ...
now as growing up , minds tend to be more complex ....
more worries ,,,,,,

come back time
life is always easier in the past ...things are simple , ppl are sincere , minds are clear ....

i am not greedy am i ???
wish ,,,,,,,,,,,,,
something
some one ...
i hope i m dreaming ....



like in imperfect felicity there mention ....
thats L.I.F.E~~n we human are meant to be t slave of L.O.V.E..
~~~yet we are willing to...
< owner of this words , borrow a while ya >
dont worry ...hak cipta terpelihara by u ....

its not a linear equition ...as opposed to fight with 'theory of maggi '

well....the opponent randomly pick medusa
i dapat rikimaru
it was hell of a game
rikimaru was supposely on the upper hand where his critical add up his damage ...
but this time riki meet his real time opponent
one of the kind meduasa ..maybe to others this medusa was nothing much
but to riki this medusa was the 'one ' tat was never been encountered before ....


no matter how riki try his attack on ...
medusa still just slumberly receive those encounter attack as if it was nothing
this time was ad chaos time n different ...
riki has used all the things he got ..all the tricks he has on the sleeve . ...the stuff he had learned all this while observing other players ....
critical leveling has ad reach a state tat ppl would be amazed if the same critical has been thrown to them ...
but to this particular medusa ,,,,,it was still nothing ...

it was just doomed doomed ...it had left riki 'clueless' thus a state of dont know wat to do any more ....

2 pro n con
a ) medusa alies < wont be helping both side, oly depends on riki to solely counter > , consider a good advantage for riki
b )riki alies < let go of medusa , persuade other hero to be pawned or aim to be fresh meat > riki dont know how ....
c ) many people who spectate the game say farm in forest first ...play a while enjoying the game, find back the medusa when u eventually get stronger ....
riki dont know how ...



now ???the story also stuned ...how r ???
anyone got any opinion ....

21 this month i ll be back ....
finally back after a long time ,,,,
i wan to REVITALIZE MYSELF .....

c u all then ,...

let me go can ???
haih ...stop coming at me ....

its a song ....
not the latest ...
but i like it very much ..
if oly i can sing n express myself as him ..

wo ting jian yao ren jiao ni bao bei ....
\



btw ....my chatterbox sot d ...anything left comment in the post ..
some more ..
how come my visitor so high te ???any spam is it ???last time i c oly 2000++
but now is 11940++
y ???i not trying to show off ok ???

dual attack

if accident are bad , consider twice ..
wat if being hit by two accident in the nearest time .,,
before ever recover , again being hit ,,,

its just so doomed doomed doomed
DUAL ATTACK ....
bila baru mau recover ...
how and wat is the cure /??

haih ...moody struck me again tonight .
i just need for some one to chat wit ...
i just recalled we never spoken to each other happily ad ...since a long time ..

thinking 's

no matter ....
just try n live on ..
no matter how hard ,,,
no matter how u dont wan it to happen .....

long time ago ....punya posting

Haha ….officially 21 ….
Don’t know how to describe today …l..
Receive quite many sms today ….a whole of them ….
Thank to all ….< Ah ben …c this …..not oly u got …I also got ….haha ….>

Via Surprise ‘ small celebration ‘
Christine ,
jasmine ,
swee ling ,
chia chia ,
leanne,
mei ling ,
pei sze ,
hui shan ,
kelvin …
I ll remember the process of being a santa claus ……

Via Sms

Jason,
ben ,
voon ceh ,
shiaw yiah ,
sin yee ,
hwee sze ,
juin giap ,
jasmine,
see keat,
ching chun,
fei shan ,
yi qin ,
jia jia ,
vee mae,
cindy ,
siew yen ,
yu king ,
gay yong ,
xue li ,
dang ,
yi xin ,
ivy ,
alice ,
yy ,
beng lang ,
hui ling ,
seow jun ,
lay hoon

Via Personally face to face

Yi tat ,
Zu wern


Via Facebook

mei ling ,
lian ti ,
wilson ,
vienna cheong ,
chia kie ,
ke xin ,
audrey ,
yunya ,
alex yip ,
ling goh ,
siew yen ,
erin chong ,
sister ,
yeoh ker lee ,
tiffany chin ,
senny lim ,
kit shang ,
boon heng ,
rwiney lee ,
yuk ling ,
ping ling ,
poh keong ,
pauline lim ,
chun kiat ,
boon kiat ,
jeffre ,
eugene ,
z-kan ,








Haha ….i know ,,, quite a lot ….
How come oly girls tat wish a lot ???
I also don’t know ,.,,,,
But anyway I quite happy today …

Sometimes the size n how the celebration is not important , but its they way they plan , mastermind the surprise , do according to the plan to surprise tat someone is more important …..
I like the surprise although its not very surprising ,,,,coz I can guess almost everything ad actually …
Haha …I know ..blame me ….

3 more hours then ll be in bus lo ///
finish holiday ...enough of playing ad i guess ....
muz go pack now ...
chaoo ...

i guess everyone is just busy ....
tats fine ..
alright ..

a much better day , much brighter .....
feel much better ...fever begin to slow down ...
but ...
still weak .....feel tired ....

yesterday was quite miserable ,after reaching from uni the sick tat started before coming back to home is becoming more n more serious
headache , coughing , sore throat , running nose ...rise and fall of the fever ...


sick in house but no one to drive, i just didnt able to drive ...i feel very tired ...
at last i really force myself up ...bring myself to doctor ...
doctor say ' omg , u have a quite high fever....101 f ..


i was like har ???/101 ????high ???
means i hot ???? hehe ....]
posted those in fb ...really happy when receive encouragement from alot of friends
....thanks ya .....
at the same , i was hoping someone would to sms me or even ask ' how r u '
i guess it just never happen ..
wont happen too i guess ,,,,,



will i end up in hospital for h1n1 checkup ???the odds are 50 by 50 lo ...
depends this few day lo , if fever cant control ,...then something muz be wrong .....
i dont wan go le ....



btw .....i hate eating medicine , it sux ....
pui pui pui ...big n colourful sweet /??/u wan have a try ???/
kill me better .....

i wish upon

for being able to live to full most today , i m greedy... i making more wishes ...
in generally to all ....may it reach to all ...


h1n1 muz be away soon , u have cause a lot of disaster .....


to those hu JUST in a relationship n THOSE hu as someone bu their side .., appreciate more ..not easy to be wit someone ..tell them ...how important they r ...


those hu got problems ...talk to a friend ok mou ??dont keep to yourself ...
u ll make all of us worry ....friend was made to share ...


those hu assumed heavy responbility ,joining something tat never was on their way ...
u r chosen for wat u r capable of ...
jia you ...
u can te ...



to those hu ffk for busines matter , its alright ...
u r forgiven ...i under ...


to all friends ....friend are not easy to come by ...
dont because small thing ruin it ....


TO THOSE HU TELLING MANY THINGS TO U , TELL ALL THOSE DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING ...
NOT DOING ALL TAT DAY TO MAKE U FEEL REGRET OR TOUCHED ....
JUST SIMPLY WAN TELL U ...
COZ U R DIFFERENT ...SPECIAL ...




dont under ???
never mind coz ..
i also dont under...
haha,,,

random shots

was doing nothing much in house , so basically just took camera phone se810 snap her snap there ...
wan c how was my hand ??/
old ad ???karat ????

so the result ????







other than tv , radio is a good option ...hehe...
95.85 ...offers u the latest song n wacky djs ...






i wan a pair of speaker like those ..
big , solid n loud ...








of course the one i had now , is by samsung .....






this is to insipired us to study ???









if only , my room had this on the wall...
i ll be rich or even stuff to death wit presents





















medicines ...a lot le ...
wat to do ???
if sick means got to eat it lo ...
very lot le////
haih ...






my miniature dream car ???
haha ..i dont wan in red ..
i wan in white or even black pls ...
i must be dreaming //





hair product for grooming ...
an essential item for HAIR to create those wild spiky look ....








an sport item for c oly ...rare use ///
strictly perhiasan






favourite item . ...
a scent to flirt , a scent to attract ...

i damm like the smelll....
silver shadow
< atitude >\
david off

i was here ...
but just simply dont know wat to tell ..
where to start , how n y ....
i just dont know ...


back soon if anything ...

just woke after a 12 hours sleep after consuming a pair of panadol ...

u name it , i got it....fever , flu , sore throat and extremely blur ...
anyway i feel better temporarily ...

TIME TO REDO AND WORK HARD FOR OUR MOYC,
JIAYOU ALL !!

i guess its cold here ....raining , breezing every single thing away ...
in this cold weather it would be very good n warm if someone pop out ...
last night i was dreaming of u ...
yup ..tats it ..i know it ...
.its not bullshiting ...
haha ....I KNOW ...




listening this song this lately
m2m pretty boy . ..
i wonder if i m someone's pretty boy ???
SOMEONE'S ???



p/s ...thanks swee ling for YOUR ADVICE ....
u r the man ....:)

weird change

because of some words or phrases , it tend to lead me to think more ...more than enough ....for some simple words i am doubting ...do they really mean it ????
y ???among them are <

1) i m touched
2) miss u
3) actually u r not bad person , kinda not bad guy ...



because i tend to care very much wat ppl think of me and their opinion to me this lately ,
a lot of ppl had told i some how am changing ....i am different from last sem ...
eventually i know it , but i cant state the reason ,cant describe the reason behind this change,,,
i am also starting to lose in understanding myself and wat i wan ...
maybe its because of certain things tat happen tat makes me wan change , ...


i wan to win back my marks which has been lower , wan get a from every ppl view ....
wan to prove myself am worthy , someone hu deserved to be given a chance ...no matter in term


i just dont trust myseld ,
low in confident
even i know in some factors i maybe good , i just need reassured from ppl or praising from time to time to keep me going on this long road

i thought but actually it wasnt so

i thought i knew but actually i dont ....

i thought i was getting near into making our distance nearer , but actually my
ignorance was indeed only making our distance further ...

i thought i was something to u , but actually i dont even meant a single thing....

i thought a blind's man stick being able to help u r needed but actually i am no
difference than a torchlight in the day light ...< useless n no point >

i thought i was anyhow make u feel better but actually i was creating more headache
problem to u ....

I thought i was seen for wat i am in your eye but actually to u i maybe just another
normal passerby in your life with no difference at all ....

i thought i am remember for wat i am but actually i wont be thought of as i am not anyone wit particular reason for u to be remember for ....

i thought u ll cry for me if anything happen but actually u would just gladly take it
as something normal and just care for a friend ....

i thought i can have u if i try hard enough by waiting in patiently hoping a slight chance but actually i am just losing as i dont have the luck , ability and whatever it to deserve u ....

i thought i was making reality by creating magic in every happiness u bring but actually i was just oly dreaming when i am thinking too much ....



p/s /.....i m writing for fun , no any particular moody or emo nor anything ...
i m just exploring my inner me hu wan to express my piece of thinking or my say ....

sleepless again ..and AGAIN

this insomnia thing is just hitting me more n more often wit more serious come back each time ..
couldnt say i dont know wat i was thinking ..
maybe its because i know wat < me , myself , i > was thinking tat make myself feel i m so useless ....
no use crying over the split milk but i am still eventually blaming myself



alex ...u r so no use ....



y cant i
just be normal ppl have normal routine , normal life , normal ending ...
how come its was me the oly one feeling tis word is just so unfair ...
others are able to get ...
i m not so greedy actually ...


can i just disappear away >>>.

its raining here ...i m down with sore throat again ....little sneezing ad ....
h1n1 ???
i hope so ..
hehe ....
so fast its sem 3 ....
officialy a big senior now ..
wat to do ???
blur condition ....
tired today ...
tats all ...
bye ...

dont wan regret

yesterday has receive a call from yng yng ....
she told me a news while crying ...someone we knew pass away ....
its sam ....car accident ..
may u rest in peace ....



upon hearing it ...i was shocked till now ...one whole day le ...still shocked ...
tat day i been keep on thinking
how come life so fragile te le ????tat day before come back from uum still c him look fine te ...
all of us was eventually planning to gather around after sem3 reopen ...
now ..


i whole day dont wat to do ...i call the rest of the friend < springfest 09 exchibition bureau > to let them ....call them d , dont know how to tell them ...
guess of all us was very shocked ...




today i had my day off ...just dont feel like talking or going out ..
haih ....
this thing just keep on popping in mind ...pls forgive me
if it can happen to sam , it can just happen to all of us ...
if we were to leave tomorrow ,
will we regret ???
I WILL ...I GOT A LOT THINGS WAN TELL ...GOT A LOT THINGS I WAN DO ...
MOST IMPORTANTLY ...

GOT WAT THING WAN TO DO MUZ DO ....DONT DELAY D ..
I WILL
APPRECIATE MORE ....


dont worry , i be ll fine ...
take care all ...
dont too sad le ....< yng yng >

come d lo ...as i guess ...

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Plain water.
2. Last phone call: Father.

3. Last text message: Promotion from DiGi.

4. Last song you listened to: wo ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei ..lin jun hui
5. Last time you cried: cant remember ad ....last month i guess ...a few tears count ??

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: wat u mean by twice ??? most probably no

7. Been cheated on: how i know o ??

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No

9. Lost someone special: consider so ...not as in die la but ...

10. Been depressed: Yes

11. Been drunk and threw up: yup...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. light green

13. white

14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: a few i think ?

16. Fallen out of love: Not sure.

17. Laughed until you cried: dont think so. =D

18.Met someone who changed you: yeap ..

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah

20. Found out someone was talking about you: always ??/

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Not yet ..

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Mostly.

23. How many kids do you want to have: 3 or more i think ...depend of wife also ..hehe

24. Do you have any pets: tak ada

25. Do you want to change your name: sometimes lo ,macam a bit too girlish le ...

26. What did you do for your last birthday: at uum , been surprised by a group of friend lo ...very happy too

27. What time did you wake up today: 8 something, i dont feel like getting up by the way ..feel tired ...

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: my bed , dreaming d i guess

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my birthday this year ...hope for something

30. Last time you saw your Mother: now . she is beside me lighting the joss stick

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: perhaps to a better look n a singing voice ???
32. What are you listening to right now:my earphone .. dbsk< miss u >

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: macam ada ...tak ingat sangat

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Waiting for someone in msn to reply ,=.=

35. Most visited webpage: blogger, facebook.

36.Whats your real name: alex lian li peng

37. Nicknames: alex ,

38. Relationship Status: Single and still hunting ???haha..

39. Zodiac sign: Virgo

40. Male or female?: Male.

41. Elementary?: Tadika Batu Belah.

42. Middle School?: S.K (1) Jalan Meru

43. High school/college?: High School Klang.

44. Hair colour: Black

45. Long or short: short

46. Height: 160 something . Not sure.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: dont know ???wat is even crush ???i doubt i know wat does it mean ??

48. What do you like about yourself?: not sure ...

49. Piercings: 0

50. Tattoos: None

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope

53. First piercing: i want to have one on my ear ...left ear ...but think oly ..

54. First best friend: forgetten lu ...kaka

55. First sport you joined: badminton is it /??

56. First vacation: forgetten as well

57. First Boss : Dont know hu is him te wor ,,.tat time first job was saturday night waiter at restaurant

58. First pair of trainers: Dunno.

NOW:

59. Eating: nothing to eat ...

60. Drinking: soup ..mum cooked soup ..

61. I'm about to: yawn ..for some reason i feel tired ...
62. Listening to: Jetaudio.. wo ting jian you ren jiao ni bao bei ..lin jun hui

63. Waiting on: someone to reply in msn ..

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: Sure! 3 or more of them.

65. Get Married?: sure, tat if also if i manage to find a gf first ..hehe ...

66. Career?: dunno ...dont wan plan to far ahead ...as it ll be la ...

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both

68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: Shorter

70. Older or Younger: Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms

73. Sensitive or loud: both

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: depends on the people lo ...

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: No

77. Drank hard liquor: I guess so…

78. Lost glasses/contacts: ya ...my first glasses ...

79. Sex on first date: not yet ???haha

80. Broken someone's heart: erm ....dont know ...a few ??

82. Been arrested: by teacher? Yes!

83. Turned someone down: Yeap.

84. Cried when someone died: Yes, my grandma ...long time ago ..

85. Fallen for a friend?: as if ???wat kind of friend ??guys ???haha

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: half half ///

87. Miracles: wat is miracle o ???haih ????someone out there hu know something ??haha ...

88. Love at first sight: i think i CANT GUA ???

89. Heaven: never imagined it ..

90. Santa Claus: IN TV OLY ??

91. Kiss on the first date: no ...slowly lo i guess ...

92. Angels: It’s only a fairy tale they believe…< copy from ben , this is wat i think also .>

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no

95. Did you sing today?: ya ...

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: of course ...but there is also some one whom i never will cheat upon ...no matter wat ...haha ...

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: relived my life again ...although it is not exactly happy all the time ...wan to change something ,,,to c thing more clearly ..

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i got answer ...dont wan share ...haha ..i m greedy ...i wan 3 days ,...

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: at the moment ???yeah ???hu is there for me ???

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes,i am trying


5 ppl i tagged ...

swee ling
chia kie
pauline
cindy
fei shan

saya ada semacam feel ...i ll kena d ...

ben ....
thanks la anyway ...at least u ll think of me ....haha
banyak gay hor ???
lol

i saw this song over swee ling blog ...addicted to it ....nice song ...share wit the rest here ...
applause here ...

finally i am sleeping ...
went to bad before 12 last night .
but keep on awake ....roughly dozens of time last night ....
walao ....like this go on cannot le ....
anyone ???anyways ????

not sleeping ...

right now is 9.43 am ...i awake d ...despite last night just reach home after partying till we 4 am +++\
upon reaching home i couldnt even open my door ...the key just cant get in the hole ..
hands was shacking .....
WAS THAT TERRIBLE ????
at last also manage to unlocked...


The reason for the celebration was vinny celebration of 21st birthday ...
alcohol level was high enough till i can sometime dont walk straight enough
...glasses of red wine was like tasteless ribena ...
3 full glasses in 5 minutes ...glup glup ....glup ..
follow on ...some more dont know drink how many glasses d ...
a sign of unhappiness ???

how come i am drinking so smooth te ?
the feel is there ....red wine was quite in the good quality but i drank it like a cheapskate beer ,,,,






this 2 days i wasnt able to sleep ...2 freaking days ad ,,,barely sleep oly 9 hours ....
using alcohol to make me sleep was no longer in use ...
getting resistant to it ad ...
oh yeah ...my body is freaking pain and tired ..i cant sleep despite how tired i am ....

kepada orang yang mengetahui ceritanya ....
history repeating ....wounds are deeper ....invulnerable ....the cause n effect are getting to me ,...i just couldnt take it ...cant release also ...all of it are jamming into my soul ...
in a state of something i never felt before .....
drop to the deepest hole in the world ....
cant get up back ...
dont c the sunlight anymore ....
will time cure or any helping hand ll come back ???


btw ,...JG also wake up d ....he also cant sleep ...hahaha

applause /??

cun betul ...wat the h ***....
wat i dream really eventually come true ,..
m**** ,,,,wt*...
tomorrow go buy sport toto , 4d , 3d ...
number is 4567 ...
dont so greedy ....

indeed today i am not very myself ...
working political ,,,,i am d*** f******
annoyed ....

fall in the darkest pit ....ca******
sorry r ...today specially got many *****
really boh song till max d ..
bursting ...
this holiday really SYOK ????

one more week past d ....
saw a yns couple ,,,,,
dont know wat to say le ...
dont know is jealous or wat ..



pendek kata .....
saw them makes me terimagine lots of thing ...

sot zor ?/?/

saturday night le ...
i stuck here r,...haih ...
moods macam tak kelihatan ...

last night i had a weird dream le ,,,
my dreams are getting weirder as the day past ..
so teruk le ...
arent dreams are suppose to be imaginary happiness ....
how come recently macam oly nightmares ???
tones of them ...
a sign ???

today when was working ..heard some song....song tat makes me think of some one
jj lin ( small dimple )...
jay chow ( a song time )...
,,
thinking of u r ...someone's

wat to write le ...
nothing much happen ...


anyway ..i ll be working soon ...tomorrow morning to be exact ...
station one ...again
never mind la actually ...
mean nothing to me ...
put a little time out to gain back somethings ????
job is easy i guess
to past some time
or
whatever la ...
good night everyone + someone's



p/s ...jason ..thanks for the treat ya ???only one glass enought la ...haha
benn .....u scare me out ...spooky ..
jg .....dont so moody ...

nice session of tea at the bamboo ...
signing off lo ...night ..

a creation

just a random post ...
it came out of no where ...
no special meaning ...
heading to no where ...




when u were not around ...
i misses u ....
things were not the same as before ...
your voice , your smell or even the atmosphere is totally so different
its just undescribeable ...
i m seeing things tat arent there ...
hearing things tat doesnt exist
wat my eye saw is only a an reflection of u in my heart ,,,,
didnt contact wit u doesnt mean i totally forgetten about u ..
i just cant find any good excuse in sms or calling u anymore ..

just wanted to heard your voice...
let u know everything ...
let memories of simple stuff be back ...


i miss u ...
very much ...
to u ,...
i sincerely ...
do ...

the journey 7/5/09

after having my tid exam it was balik kampung time ...hehe...
was suppose to leave uum at 2 pm ...end up ...leave at 3.13....
the vios is cramp wit bags and stuff ...
not forgeting there are four ppl in it ..me , neejian , emily n yee von ...




well ...never mind then ..journey was ll be taking long time so we stop at quite a number of petrol station ....
by the overwhelming joy of finish exam ...we wan eat delicious food ....
place of suggestion >>
pinang or ipoh ...
end up ...dont stop la ...go back home first ...


at somewhere near ipoh we decided to eat something first ,,,
therefore we stop at at rnr area....i eaten a tasteless plate of malay food ...expensive like hell some more ,,

after eaten ....someone took over the wheel ...emilyn ...
drive quite fast ....
i suddenly have an opinion of amazed by her ....she drive quite ok ...calm hands ...
ommm...u should c the meter ....0 to 130+++..
tim r her ...


half way not long ..stop again ....me this time ...feel not well ...wan to vomit d....
was it due to the food or emilyn skill of driving >??
no one know ...i guess ...
they persuaded me to sleep a while ...maybe ll feel better ....


it was 7 pm ad ...when we stopped AGAIN ...the stop we make was another r n r area ,,,this time i am awake ....
i get to drive ad ...hahah ....feel very enjoy ad meter speeding until 140++
haha ...syok syok

pop up the but and reach for my sweater ....feel great behind the wheels .....the sickness seems gone for a while ...eveyone was asleep i guess ...

until ...suddenly reach tanjung malim ...when i decided to slow down as everyone was sleeping ...SOME NOISE COMING FROM BEHIND ..CAR WAS SHACKING ...
something wrong wit car ....

Decided to pull over n check at a nearby petrol station ...tayar puncture ...oh no ...althought it was in the middle of the high way ,,,but it was lucky ,,,,we manage to stop and try to change it ,...
guess wat ,,,none of us know how to change ...i know a bit but i dare not ...

it was this two bangladeshi pump attendant come n offer us help ..trying to help us change ..it seems the skru was looked very hard ,,,,neither both of them can open it after a period of trying ..

something wrong ad ...time to call for help

....
another good ppl come help ...they wit a kind face have a look ...they explain ...
'ya ,,,the 2 gong gong te ppl did the wrong thing ad la ,...instead of loosen they tighten it some more ..even the skru patah ad ....'
cant open ad ...u got to find better tools from lorry drive to help open ad....


find help lo ...
thanks malaysian for having such nice ppl
..
lastly ...everything settle ...tayar changed ,...3 nuts oly ...cannot drive so fast ...



reach home at 0001....
safe n sound reach ...
tired ....
haih ...wat a sui day ....

something i wan to let u know ...when ....i was sick and the car tayar puncture ...i was thinking of u ...thinking of doesnt ll solve my problem ...
but i really think of u ....wan to tell u everything ...

i m back

12.58 am .i m back ..
lots of story happen today on the journey
...update later ..

the full stop !!

particularly ....lots of ppl have already go home le ...one by one ....

to ..see keat
yng yng
zoey

thank for your before left sms ...thanks for asking me to jia you and mostly ...TELL ME U ALL MISS ME DURING THIS 2 MONTH ...
thank u thank u


how come i feel very touch te ???/
i ter'bang' my head ????


add on to tat
when someone told me 'i left d '.....
those particular time...
i struck there as my soul has already my body .....


2 more day is tid exam .....no preparation n no mood to face it ...
how come ??i also wonder ...
all i had now is oly sleepless night .....
sleep by dawn i think ...around 4 to 6 ...then wake up normally at noon ....
the whole afternoon would just playing dota in order not think about anything ....
after tat ll keep lying there ....on bed ....starring the ceiling ....


....
god help me < jordan chan >

wat goes around comes around ...my turn d ...

Rules:~Copy it to your blog post, erase my answers, enter yours, and lastly tag 10 people.~Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.~They have to be real. Nothing made up!~If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.~You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What Is Your Name : alex
2. A Four Letter Word : atom
3. A Boy's Name : alexander :)
4. A Girl's Name : angel , anna , april , angela
5. An Occupation : anthropologist
6. A Color : apple green
7. Something You'll Wear : nothing start wit a ...i think
8. Any Noun From The Bible : erm.....i know wat is bible la ...but noun from it ???dont know le
9. A Food : american breakfast
10. Something Found In The Bathroom Or Your Bag : a pack of tissue
11. A Place : alor setar ^^
12. A Reason For Being Late : a special particular person call up ...she is so important till i put on hold evrything i m doing at tat particular moment
13. Something You'd Shout : a car le ...watch out < haha>
14. A Movie Title : a new beginning ...ice age 2
15. Something You Drink : a fine glass of red wine
16. A Musical Group : aerosmith
17. An Animal : a caterpillar
18. A Street Name : alor gajah street
19. A Type Of Car : atos ...hyundai
20. The Title Of A Song : apologize

People I Tag :
1. Cindy Ooi
2. swee ling
3. mei ling
4. sin ying
5. joan
6. chin wen
7. fei shan
8. lyndy lim
9. yuk ling
10. jia chyi

no guys oly girls ???how come ///coz all the guys kena tagged finished ad....

pictures to replace words

tired as .....facing numbers,papers , formulas all day ...trying my very best to conquer qqs ....despite how i try , i am not still good enough ...




waiting for your call ....was it always also i find u first ???if i dont find u first < will u find me ???
happy even if were to receive an encouragement sms from u ...
u know hu u r ???




is everything alright ????
things ll change ???

i m fine

tomorrow ll be my first paper on final exam ad ...
tomorrow is the hardest paper up to now ...
haih ..
pmg 2013...teori pengangkutan dan logistik ....i really feel cant manage at all ...when open book feel very no mood ...
sometimes read also till eyes a bit watery ....

maybe because of too stress and not been resting well , end up fall sick ..
y i always sick te ???
the previous night eat 2 panadol oly go sleep ...
today morning wake up , not long after tat been keep on going to toilet ....end up makan po chai yi .,,,,


many of u might be wondering y am i so i moody this few days ....
msn title are indeed so emo ??/
yup ...no lies , something had happen ...but i dont think i ll ever share wit u all ...call me selfish but really sorry ...this thing i dont really wan to share ....
not one has know this thing yet ....
dont think ll let anyone know ...
its been bugging me quite long ad ..it has to come to an end ...
life still have to move on....
because of this thing also i had make a harsh decision ...
a decision i had thought very long ,,,,i feel very bad n suffer also in making tat decision ,,,been quite some since this kind of thing happen .,
just .....time ll heal ....
i ll be fine , dont worry ...



anyway ...let u all know something . i went for an interview for an activity call MOYC....Malaysia Outstanding Youth Conference ....
some sort like a open to public forum /talk by some people who had receive this award in this recent years
details such as to be held in Genting if everything is going to plan around end of july ..........
lots of thing need to be do from now on ..
got in the PR bureau ...Public relation ...means had to deal with promoting , doing exhibition n press conference ....
wat u all think ???suits me ??
i myself feel kind of doubt whether able to fully commit myself to this event or not ...as i fear i am not capable enough ....this event is going to be big .....
happy to know i really got in , but another is fear o ....


overheard something tat can cheer up me now ....
if it doesnt kill u , it ll make u stronger ...
hehe
...right ????

TAKE CARE ALL ...
p/s ...ben , dont call me 3 g ..say a bit d dont wan contnue ?/dont tiau gen ???
jg and wilson ....all the best in study ...
jason , graduating soon d ????welcome to work o ..hehe.


lots more to say bue dont know wat to say ...anyway hope u all ll take care ...< tl , bk , angel , sam , and all others ...


finally and not least ....my beloved uni friends ...
jia you for our tough final ....
those who work wit me for assingment < particularly for tid specialy thanks to swee ling , mei ling , pauline

thanks u all for everything ....

INtroducing Chipmunk Mushroom

here it goes



introducing this muchroom ....
a friend of mine ....
good things are suppose to be shared right ????
well , i think she is the 'a' grade product ...
looks good for me ...but wats even better is she come wit the brain ...u just name it ...she is almost capable of doing a lot things ,....even dont know she also ll just make it happen ..

look ....3 out of 5
personality ....4 out of 5
worthy to own ....a well tresure item ...rare enough ...if owner dont wan ,there should be a lot ppl out there wan
dont know how to let u know anymore ..

p/s .....mushroom ....be more confident in yourself .....u really are very good d .....

wat is earth hour ...

surrounding me now is darkness .....many of the ppl here has switch off their light ....to support earth hour ....i had also done wat i can ...taken my laptop to the hall n online ....

stuck in this condition actually gives us a chance to think ...
a moment in dark silent ...give us the ability to clear our head thinking out all those big question marks existed all this while ....
when we ll stop thinking ???/when we close our eye at the graveyard ???
or as when we finally out breath the last of air

a mask which we wear

having to face this world ...we sometimes have to cover our real face wit a 'mask '
we have to press against our heart and say the opposite of wat we like or wan ..
knowing this , are we actually lying to ourself ,....??
beneath the mask u may differ from wat u really looked like in outer .
hidding ourselves in it ....
may just means u dont wan to hurt someone or somehow hurt your very own heart ....


for instance ,,,
we may dont like to stay up late , but for the sake for doing an assingment or project event ...we have push ourselves to the very limit...and when other ppl ask "are u fine ?are u tired ? u would most sincerely say "no < i m fine >



is it eventually normal ???but to me , i hate it ...
i LIE ,,,

a busy week ahead

just finish my sains pemikiran etika mid sem exam ...

in memory of alex

yup .....terkorban dengan beraninya

by right i should be heading home since got public holidays on the 9 of march ...but instead i am siting here ...watching the rest go back one by one ....
it ll be a busy week ahead for me ....few projects going on ...
really wish i can divide or even mutiple myself to multi task all the things i need to do ...



i receieve a forward mail this lately whom i feel is quite meaningful ,...share wit u all here....


To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
給我單身朋友們
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追牠，卻越要逃避。
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
如果就隨牠自由的飛，牠會在你最不注意時飛向你。
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
愛使人快樂，卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時，是最珍貴的。
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.
所以，花點時間去選擇最好的他 /她吧







To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
給我那不是單身的朋友們
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about
愛不能使他 /她成為一個 '完美的人 '
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他 /她






To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
給我玩世不恭的朋友們
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
如果你不在乎，不要說 '我愛你 '。如果他們不在時，不要討論自已的感受
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look
不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。
in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
說謊時，不要看著眼睛。
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works
最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他，卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然 …
both ways...





To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
給我已婚的朋友們
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
不要老是說 '這是你的錯 '，何不說說 '對不起 '。
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I
不要老是問 '你去哪裡了 '，何不說說 '我就在這兒等著你 '。
不要老是問 '你怎麼會這麼作？ '，何不說說 '我了解你 '。
wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'
不要老是說 '我希望你這麼做 '，何不說說 '我感謝你的一切 '。






To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
給我那已訂婚的朋友們
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how
要真正衡量包容心，不是看在一起幾年了，而是要看彼此的敬愛
good you are for each other.






To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
給我心碎的朋友們
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to
心碎的時間和傷害的深度，完全取決於你自已。
go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
難的是，如何從中學習，而不是從傷痛中爬起。






To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
給我所有天真的朋友們
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too
要如何戀愛？ --就愛吧。不要欲言又止；要互相協調，不要太固執；
persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
要分享，且千萬不要有不公平；要了解，別命令；
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
受傷後不要再記恨。






To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
給我積極的朋友們
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but
看到你所愛的他 /她和其他人很快樂使你心碎
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
但知道你所愛的他 /她是和你在一起不快樂，令人更加的傷心。




Friends Who Are.............AFRAID TO CONFESS
給我害怕去承認的朋友們
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when
當你和他 /她分手時，愛受到傷害
someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you
當他 /她和你分手時，更是傷痛
love has no idea how you feel.
但傷害最深的是你所愛的他 /她完全無法了解你的感受




To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
給我那還在等待的朋友們
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
人生最傷心的事，是你和他 /她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not
' 如果他/ 她現在讓你覺得不值得付出，那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。
going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
讓他 /她走吧

the price of a promises???

have u made promise to other ppl and yet u still forget wat u promise them after tat particular perios >>>
where is the worthy side of a promises ??
do we really care tat whether they really do wat they promise or do we mind whether do they keep in a mind tat once time ago someone have promise u something


arent a promise was suppose to kept in heart n bear in mind ??? is it just a symbolic or just something u say for fun ???
to me ....its some way that u devote something to some one ....even in the simplest form promises ....we should always bear in mind ...right ???



feeling tat i m a bit emo ???well ,,, lots of ppl this lately saying tat i m bit emo this lately ...how weird is it if i just dont feel like talking >>>
stuck in a moment of blurriness ++




i ll remember wat i say today ....i promise u ok ???believe me ???

so long no online ad ....was disconnected for a while ...was quite busy this lately wit the uum Spring Fest 2009....well , its a major project involving 200++ ppl ....photos ll uploaded later on ...dont worry ...

to all ...take care ....
happy valentine o ..

chinese new year was soooo fine
...ang pow ???
less by the quantity....quality ???decrease as well ....



chinese new year seems different a bit ...no mood, no feel .....something lacking ....anyway ...in some part its has been quite shocking ...


i m so eager to study well n hope ....thing ll improve ...
after chinese new year it would 'valentine day'....

how??any plans anyone ??

....things was nt so smooth tonight ...wasnt in the mood to talk...not even to anyone ....
it come in the sudden..dont know wat cause it ....anyway ...ll be heading home next week .....chinese new year holiday is rather short ...so ..

muz enjoy it ....

i m still alive ...but busy oly ...
sem 2 have already started...as usual in the beginning ll be more busy as many things haven settle yet ....

anyway happy birthday to wilson ....happy 21 st birthday ....