i wish upon

for being able to live to full most today , i m greedy... i making more wishes ...
in generally to all ....may it reach to all ...


h1n1 muz be away soon , u have cause a lot of disaster .....


to those hu JUST in a relationship n THOSE hu as someone bu their side .., appreciate more ..not easy to be wit someone ..tell them ...how important they r ...


those hu got problems ...talk to a friend ok mou ??dont keep to yourself ...
u ll make all of us worry ....friend was made to share ...


those hu assumed heavy responbility ,joining something tat never was on their way ...
u r chosen for wat u r capable of ...
jia you ...
u can te ...



to those hu ffk for busines matter , its alright ...
u r forgiven ...i under ...


to all friends ....friend are not easy to come by ...
dont because small thing ruin it ....


TO THOSE HU TELLING MANY THINGS TO U , TELL ALL THOSE DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING ...
NOT DOING ALL TAT DAY TO MAKE U FEEL REGRET OR TOUCHED ....
JUST SIMPLY WAN TELL U ...
COZ U R DIFFERENT ...SPECIAL ...




dont under ???
never mind coz ..
i also dont under...
haha,,,

random shots

was doing nothing much in house , so basically just took camera phone se810 snap her snap there ...
wan c how was my hand ??/
old ad ???karat ????

so the result ????







other than tv , radio is a good option ...hehe...
95.85 ...offers u the latest song n wacky djs ...






i wan a pair of speaker like those ..
big , solid n loud ...








of course the one i had now , is by samsung .....






this is to insipired us to study ???









if only , my room had this on the wall...
i ll be rich or even stuff to death wit presents





















medicines ...a lot le ...
wat to do ???
if sick means got to eat it lo ...
very lot le////
haih ...






my miniature dream car ???
haha ..i dont wan in red ..
i wan in white or even black pls ...
i must be dreaming //





hair product for grooming ...
an essential item for HAIR to create those wild spiky look ....








an sport item for c oly ...rare use ///
strictly perhiasan






favourite item . ...
a scent to flirt , a scent to attract ...

i damm like the smelll....
silver shadow
< atitude >\
david off

i was here ...
but just simply dont know wat to tell ..
where to start , how n y ....
i just dont know ...


back soon if anything ...

just woke after a 12 hours sleep after consuming a pair of panadol ...

u name it , i got it....fever , flu , sore throat and extremely blur ...
anyway i feel better temporarily ...

TIME TO REDO AND WORK HARD FOR OUR MOYC,
JIAYOU ALL !!

i guess its cold here ....raining , breezing every single thing away ...
in this cold weather it would be very good n warm if someone pop out ...
last night i was dreaming of u ...
yup ..tats it ..i know it ...
.its not bullshiting ...
haha ....I KNOW ...




listening this song this lately
m2m pretty boy . ..
i wonder if i m someone's pretty boy ???
SOMEONE'S ???



p/s ...thanks swee ling for YOUR ADVICE ....
u r the man ....:)

weird change

because of some words or phrases , it tend to lead me to think more ...more than enough ....for some simple words i am doubting ...do they really mean it ????
y ???among them are <

1) i m touched
2) miss u
3) actually u r not bad person , kinda not bad guy ...



because i tend to care very much wat ppl think of me and their opinion to me this lately ,
a lot of ppl had told i some how am changing ....i am different from last sem ...
eventually i know it , but i cant state the reason ,cant describe the reason behind this change,,,
i am also starting to lose in understanding myself and wat i wan ...
maybe its because of certain things tat happen tat makes me wan change , ...


i wan to win back my marks which has been lower , wan get a from every ppl view ....
wan to prove myself am worthy , someone hu deserved to be given a chance ...no matter in term


i just dont trust myseld ,
low in confident
even i know in some factors i maybe good , i just need reassured from ppl or praising from time to time to keep me going on this long road

i thought but actually it wasnt so

i thought i knew but actually i dont ....

i thought i was getting near into making our distance nearer , but actually my
ignorance was indeed only making our distance further ...

i thought i was something to u , but actually i dont even meant a single thing....

i thought a blind's man stick being able to help u r needed but actually i am no
difference than a torchlight in the day light ...< useless n no point >

i thought i was anyhow make u feel better but actually i was creating more headache
problem to u ....

I thought i was seen for wat i am in your eye but actually to u i maybe just another
normal passerby in your life with no difference at all ....

i thought i am remember for wat i am but actually i wont be thought of as i am not anyone wit particular reason for u to be remember for ....

i thought u ll cry for me if anything happen but actually u would just gladly take it
as something normal and just care for a friend ....

i thought i can have u if i try hard enough by waiting in patiently hoping a slight chance but actually i am just losing as i dont have the luck , ability and whatever it to deserve u ....

i thought i was making reality by creating magic in every happiness u bring but actually i was just oly dreaming when i am thinking too much ....



p/s /.....i m writing for fun , no any particular moody or emo nor anything ...
i m just exploring my inner me hu wan to express my piece of thinking or my say ....

sleepless again ..and AGAIN

this insomnia thing is just hitting me more n more often wit more serious come back each time ..
couldnt say i dont know wat i was thinking ..
maybe its because i know wat < me , myself , i > was thinking tat make myself feel i m so useless ....
no use crying over the split milk but i am still eventually blaming myself



alex ...u r so no use ....



y cant i
just be normal ppl have normal routine , normal life , normal ending ...
how come its was me the oly one feeling tis word is just so unfair ...
others are able to get ...
i m not so greedy actually ...


can i just disappear away >>>.

its raining here ...i m down with sore throat again ....little sneezing ad ....
h1n1 ???
i hope so ..
hehe ....
so fast its sem 3 ....
officialy a big senior now ..
wat to do ???
blur condition ....
tired today ...
tats all ...
bye ...