i m late~~using the things ppl buy for me ~~

due to the current condition the wallet i m using now
~~~

therefore i had taken wat i keep in the 'safebox'
a birthday present from 21st of my birthday ~~~

i been keeping it out of sight ~~
out of reachable ~~
i have keep it safely it ~~~

as time move on , it have quietly following me ~~
i thinks its time now ~~~
i ll treausre u well~~~













in the 'safebox' there is another priceless possesion ~~
this one i get on the 26/08/2010
isnt not a birthday present or yet something tat hold a deep meaning in it
but as each story has it own line ~~
this one would be as valuable as the others ~~~




i would wonder how long would it take to finally appear~~~

Random updates~~~

this this this ~~~~
my past time for now ~~~~

mid sem around the corner ~~~
all calculation ~~~
my eyes are like @.@
free me soon ~~~

a late dinner ~~

i feel my appetite is very huge this lately
dont believe ~~
let c this example XD




0802 pm

after having a short game of futsal with my hostel mate ~~~
my kind neighbour ask me whether do i wan take away ~~~
in the process of waiting
where i can no longer wait ~~
therefore i took 2 of this ~~~



NASI LEMAK IKAN BILIS

plus a mug of hot milo




man tau 1 hour 12 minutes later my dinner arrive , i eaten this as well ~~~


KU LOR YUK RICE

9.31 pm i am full to death XD
i m finding excuse for me to eat ~~~
is this not healthy >>>
tell me about it ~~~

words i learn ~~~
i feel it sounds nice ~~~

I HAVE STRONG FEELING FOR U ,
BUT ITS UNSURE WHETHER ITS POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE ~

oops~~

dark chocolates~~
a taste of sweetness which at a moderate level once its enter the mouth ~~~
darker than black ,

its the taste of sweet behind the high percentage black cocoa that flush tat smiling face facing out from the heart ~~~

er ??

a) big eyes ???
b) s curve body shape ?
c) sweet smile ??/
d) or just that cute impression that she make wit her face when she is blur ???
e) nice hairdo
f) confidence




i think from a to f is the things tat guys would most likely to fell in love it
knowing some of my close friends criteria

eg . wearing glasses , short hair , looks polite XD < Pinjam from someone >


it actually brings down to me i dont know which kind of girl i adore although many has try to analysis that from my past experience ,
among the top 2 criteria tat are most likely to find in my choices of girl are
dimple and chubby


yes , your eye are not perfectly fine

DIMPLE N CHUBBY

sounds weird all of the criteria tat makes up a goddess where does this two thing fell off from

actually i couldnt 100 percent deny as those were really the nice thing tat my ex had




but at the time being ,i really dont know wat kinds of girl ll i adore as i M REALLY SINGLE DESPITE THAT THE FlIRTY MOUTH I have



haven been in relationship in around 5 years ~~~
making the beast lost interest n hunger ~~~

anyway i think its perfectly normal althought a lot ppl are starting to ask me find one asap XD
cincai ba ??




or just perhaps my heart was stolen by a " monkey 'that is not far away ~~
haven got over her yet ~~
she wasnt the best or perhaps receive a thumb up from each n everyone
but the fact
i like her for the way she are ~~
she is pretty , cute , adorable n i wouldnt trade for jessica alba or taeyong for her ~~~
she maybe a little chubby with something to pinch at the face, a little not always the best shape nor academically good grades

BUT i m perfectly fine with her~~~
just fine ~~~

have nice day

sorry to grumble ~~

actually had a lot of ideas n thoughts
well , how am i to describe ??
i m getting quiet ??
getting lost with words ??
or just something not right ??


i recently found out that i m somehow getting to lazy to explain something when i m being 'sandbag, suan , shoot , bomb or whatever u name it ~~~
more n more incident had occured in this period where i finally feel its too tired getting tied down by all this thing

say whatever u wan , shoot whatever u like ~~~

but let me remind u ,
down beneath everything

being in silent doesnt mean i m good to bully ok ???
i am just holding off so tat things wont turn out too badly to influence other
i m a human with eq n emotion
does it feel so good in u just to make fun of me till like tat ?
ok , a little maybe wont hurt but do u know sometimes its just a bit little too over ~~~

try if u were in my shoes , c wat u ll do `~~~
sometimes stop taking fun over the misery u had added into mine ~~~
we can have fun ,we can chat we can bird together but everyone got a limit right ??

thank u ok ???
this 'thing ' memuncak me tonight making me cant tolerant anymore ....
sorry to vomit it out ~~
if u feel u r the one i m talking , u might wanna try another way
if not , its just a creepy old emotional post ~~~
tq~~

rise from fallen

well ,
last night released the result sem 4
kinda shock ~~~~

maybe its a sign ?
something shall be done over it as ///
from 3.26 gpa drop til 2.67
really unexpected of tat~~~
normally every sem also manage to maintain but this sem really tumbling down ~~~~

i shall rise from the fallen ~~~
refreshing myself soon







aza aza fighting ~~~
spend this holiday wisely for me , myself and i
^^

sorry ~~~~~~~~
friends ~~~`
buddies~~~~

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y
plus working ...feel free to call
me for tea, gathering , eating ///
haha

the cob carnical dinner at putera palace hotel ..
kinda fun n crazy ...
manage to get a lucky draw as well ...first time in life...
rather less life now is kinda messy
....
but i think i going to come to something later on as ppl say ...
before something good approaches , something messy ll appear first ...


why are the words so lot hor >??
pictures better right ???







me n tall girl kai yun ..




a table of winners < lucky night >




me n last sem ANNA....quite nice ppl lai de ....consider lenglui in some way ...




lenglui trista ...slim slim ....

Finally …
It’s a relieved …
Something big of the shoulder …an activity that seems to taken all of me …
A event that took a whole 3 month to prepare was even attractive the special guest was DANELL LEE
A star born locally to amazed the stage with 3 of his latest song …

Initial objective was consider achieved but the overall I think the result can be better still if only ..
To be frank I was expecting some or particular friend to say ‘ well done , goob job “
A simple ones ll do ..it ll makes me feel more touch and worthy for everything I contributed ...
Guess from here also I know
A) wat I am capable of …
B) the level of stress I can handle ….
C) my incapability
D) I should be rethink everything ….who, why , what , when

Well I guess I think it just never happen …at least not yet ….
I should be more down to earth …

Trying myself not to emotional involved in this …
Think less ll makes everyones life better …

Time to retire I think ….from all of this , all of this non-stop and hectic time ..

Many of u ll doubt whether can I do I wat say ??
I myself also doubt actually …but temporarily I really need a place to rest or even a soft shoulder to lean on …it may sounds girly or whatever but have u imagine how is it like ???to have a shoulder to lean on when u haven sleep for days ??
But I guess this world wont be perfect no matter how …there ll always be bad things to show are good things for …


Time to get reconnect back to the world … ANYWAY >>>>>THANKS EACH AND EVERYONE OF WPRING WONDERLAND COMMITTEE MEMBER >>>SORRY IF ANYHOW >>>>

Time to wander to off my bed to rest well ….
Take care guys …

this is the 110 post ...
short n one word to say oly ..
damm busy now ...wait me free back oly come back here blog ...
keep waiting ^^

alios ...
i go back uni tonight ...
take good care ya kaki kaki pou sekalian ...

mask rider ll be back ...soon ...

18 disember

really dont know wat to write here ..i guess no one has been updating their blog making me clueless on wat to begin here ,,
well well

yet tomorrow is selangor public holiday ..
i wonder if tomorrow ll make any different ,,,
actually i oly left around 10 days before going back to jungle ...
eventually today i had already started to plan out the luggage beg..
dont think ll spent money on formal clothes for this opening sem ...
wear so nice for wat le >>cincai wear lo ..< a bo , ppl ll say 'wear so nice come study for wat '
kau kau kei kei ll be just fine

hope this sem ll better ya < cross my finger >
at least better than previous ,,,
signing off ....
a unorganised n unroutine posting ..

stainless steel heart

+



plastic heart


= new heart
=harder than ever , untouchable , no feeling .....
=



latest phrases

haha

a day to remember
i ll dont know wat to say to a girl ...
dont know how to chat her up ..
lol ...
it happen on me ...

saw her online on msn , wanted to chat wit her
but dont know how to break the ice ,,,,,
each topic or question tat i frequently use to chat wit other ppl just seems not right or just too lame to use for the moment


i need carefully analyze every word of think up wat is the right topic or question or things to be ask ...
new experince , worthy opponent , one of the kind ...

< HAO AA >*25
its like being taken the head and being bang to the mirror of a car a couple of time and yet being able to look back n smile back upon recalling it ...:)

before n now

last time muz reach home by 12 ...
NOW is reach home by 3 or 4

last time is car pooling , one car up to 6 ppl
NOW one car two ppl < kancil, wira ,saga , myvi > four car going out in a sat outing ..

last time sat was really the day that we awaited the whole week
as many fun ll be achieved
NOW sat seems normal oly ...nothing much ...

last time go out play dont dare speak out loud ..
NOW speaking out loud as if the whole place was ours

last time all need to consider ...
NOW dont need so frust ....just go lo , kia < the usual slogan >


is this happening /??
wat it means .??
are we growing up ???
can i say dont wan ???
i just go back like last time ..
last time life seems easier as i didnt know anything ...
now as growing up , minds tend to be more complex ....
more worries ,,,,,,

come back time
life is always easier in the past ...things are simple , ppl are sincere , minds are clear ....

i am not greedy am i ???
wish ,,,,,,,,,,,,,
something
some one ...
i hope i m dreaming ....



like in imperfect felicity there mention ....
thats L.I.F.E~~n we human are meant to be t slave of L.O.V.E..
~~~yet we are willing to...
< owner of this words , borrow a while ya >
dont worry ...hak cipta terpelihara by u ....

its not a linear equition ...as opposed to fight with 'theory of maggi '

well....the opponent randomly pick medusa
i dapat rikimaru
it was hell of a game
rikimaru was supposely on the upper hand where his critical add up his damage ...
but this time riki meet his real time opponent
one of the kind meduasa ..maybe to others this medusa was nothing much
but to riki this medusa was the 'one ' tat was never been encountered before ....


no matter how riki try his attack on ...
medusa still just slumberly receive those encounter attack as if it was nothing
this time was ad chaos time n different ...
riki has used all the things he got ..all the tricks he has on the sleeve . ...the stuff he had learned all this while observing other players ....
critical leveling has ad reach a state tat ppl would be amazed if the same critical has been thrown to them ...
but to this particular medusa ,,,,,it was still nothing ...

it was just doomed doomed ...it had left riki 'clueless' thus a state of dont know wat to do any more ....

2 pro n con
a ) medusa alies < wont be helping both side, oly depends on riki to solely counter > , consider a good advantage for riki
b )riki alies < let go of medusa , persuade other hero to be pawned or aim to be fresh meat > riki dont know how ....
c ) many people who spectate the game say farm in forest first ...play a while enjoying the game, find back the medusa when u eventually get stronger ....
riki dont know how ...



now ???the story also stuned ...how r ???
anyone got any opinion ....