looong .....post .....

today i got a lot of things wan say o...dont know can find hu to listen le ..
now is 2.45 am ,just finish bathing ,,,,,
i just return from outside ...
today it seems quite long for me ...went in went out the whole day ad ....



started off today wit having lunch wit jason n ben at eng ann ..long time no go ad ....other than eating we also kinda of meet up to finalise the bbq things ....

...organising it seems very difficult as many small problem occur ....i really think wan give up d ...but deep in my heart i know some ppl be disappointed ..benjamin n jason was very supportive to me ...at last now , its on ad ...money collected , ll starting to prepare n buy the things ad ....


indeed today i was surprised by my another friend ...he told me he started a online selling clothes business and ask me help him promote since ,,,,knowing this is a small favour to him
i am trying to promote now ...
actually i was very attracted to his idea ...
i got think of joining him as a partner after investing some money if i can ..well it would be good to have a part time income while studying in uni ....this kind of job is quite free n suits my style ...but its all oly a thinking oly la ...


2 things tat bother me the most is about 2 ppl hu r important to me now ...
each wit their own way of making me moody .....haih ..dont wish to pour out here anyway ....
how come le ???


off liao la ..moodiness getting deep ...sleep better la for now ....dont want think so much ....

come n c ...

this website for buying clothes is owned by my friend ,,,,i m helping him to promote here as it newly created oly ..,,,,if u all like any of it , u all can let me know .....i help u all contact him staight ....pls support o ...



http://www.ingfashion-sen2e.com/

miss vinny 'teori of ai mei '

according to vinny there are four type of ai mei ....damm funny la ...lets share share c...

this is how she describe it ...

1st type - 2 oso love each other de

2nd type - the ppl love u but u dont love the ppl

3rd type - ,u love the ppl but the ppl not love u

4th type- two oso is fren relationship,no love to each other,js play for fun



wat u all think ...
which are u ,,,,,

i was waiting for a bunch of people to reply on the christmas bbq i m planning ...mana tau ....all i got was a bunch of hotlinkgif sms this whole afternoon ..

at the moment i receive no one reply ....y is it so hard for me ???haih ...
if like this keep go on ..y dont ...haih ....


i dont know r ....if this weekend stil no answer ..then .....

the joyful christmas

less than 2 weeks to go ...
it would be christmas then...
yup ...the season of joy ...
last year christmas was not so bad as i spent it away bbq wit lai kuan n friends at her new house ...i wonder how would this year christmas celebration would be ...

will i receive any present this year >>.


anyway .....after Christmas it would be new year ...time pass by so fast ...in a glimpse it would be 2009 .....
this year certainly is .......

crawling mood

back into klang d for a short 3 weeks holiday ....hope everything ll slow down ,,,,


saw a phrase the other day ...couldnt remember much except 'miss is the feeling is where u are siting beside someone and yet knowing u cant be wit them ???


dont really understand wat it mean ...but it seems to be true enough for me ..bullseye on the target .....
forgive me for my blurness ......i also dont know wat i saw ....


perhaps i am really 'sot jor' ( as say by c ) ......

first day of comm 2 batch one //

one word ...bored ....bored bored ...bored like hell ...some more so damm cold somemore.....wearing sweater d still so cold ...by the way ..i was so damm sleepy too ....

yup another day d ...anyway tomorrow is break lu ...keke ....

too early

wat to do if u arrive early on your hostel early in the morming without having the access to your room ????
the answer ???
go hall online lo ....

yup yup ..this is wat i am doing now ....have to wait eon office "open for busines" so i can get my key .........

oi ...kin le ...i banyak 'ai kun le '.....hehe

is it worth ???

reach home yesterday morning ...well ...kinda comfortable to go back own house ...

it was a blast last night ....went out wit friends to celebrate tuck long birthday .......couldnt describe those time ...it was just laughter n shouting all the time....yup .....very enjoy ....

but now ...today ....feel awfully tired ...dont know y ////tired of all this ...
at these time ....been thinking something for really long ....starting to doubt ,,,whether is it worthy ???worthy enough all these time ....

been trying to hold down .... but when day u say < y wan tell u wor >
my feeling all this while has been crushed ...crushed from heaven to hell in an instant .....all this while was i thinking too much ???


i need time to be alone .....need to rethink .....is it worthy ....

random update

just a short post here ....been quite busy preparing for my final exam thus dont have the time to post out anything here ...tomorrow ll be the 2 nd paper which is maths ...me dont have lots of confident in it but nether less i try my best .....




facing this final ll mean my sem 1 is going to be over soon .....how to say le .kinda fast ...
ll feel ng ser tak .....
anyway ,hope next sem will be better ...for those bad things hope i hope it all ll be solved meanwhile all those good thing ll continue coming ....



sometimes thing arent the way we c it ...maybe its not as wat we think ...but definitely there always ll be a better tomorrow ...


thanks .....

something happen last night ...all things are different ,,,,
uni life wont be the same anymore ....


anyway ..final is around ...so ...wish all my friends here good luck ....

add drop ..

countdown to add drop ...exactly 57 minutes some more before the fighting for a spot in courses begin ....

kinda frustrating to all of us in sem 1 as we are freshmen oly ...without knowing wat to do n also the correct way to do it so tat we ll be able to get the limited place in course ,,,,at the moment ..

i feel ...tired ...bored ...sleepy ..a bit annoyed ...

when u r gone

it had all change le ....its not the same ad ..my friend ....y o ///
the way we speak at each other , the way u reply my sms ....its just not the same anymore ...very miss those last time te moment ...though its nothing to u ...but to me its already very enough le ....even a small time conversation or chat wit u , i feel happy d...

how i miss those moments so .....

appreciate all the things u had ...as we wont know wat ll happen tomorrow , the conversation , the sms or just a simple outing u had wit your friend ....perhaps the next day all of this will change ad ....though doing again u ll feel not the same anymore ,,,,


sigh ....haih ....

dont know wat to write in here ...
this lately i been quite moody ...a few friend have manage to notice n thus here they come to give advice n mighty solutions ...thanks to them ...

i so wish where i had a time machine ...i would turn back the time where we first met ...i ll fix all the thing tat went wrong ...thus it wont be like this today ...

i m down wit sneezing again ...hu hu hu ...shall i blame the weather or blame myself for being weak >>>>

my good friend

alex n christine


yup ....its her ....haha...my good friend in uum here ...
the name?? miss c ...c for christine ..ipohipoh mali ...
how she look >>>>leng not ...not bad geh hor ???haha...
her status ???e....consider single n but not available geh ...haha.

treat me real good wan ...as a friend she could not be more d ...she is the kind tat u can really trust ,,,,i can freely tell her anything tat is bothering my mind or just any secret without fearing she ll bust them out ....my darkest secret are safe wit her ..hehe...


for instance
example 1....
the stupid of me hate maths and this attitude has made me cant cope wit the maths class n facing difficulties in maths .....and yet when i ask her to teach me ...she would really took time n efforts to teach me until the wee hours of dawn ....
THANK U ....and then also sorry i didn't get manage to get highs marks in the first quiz

example 2 ....
be there for me if i had "down moments" n u just be there to undoubtedly make me feel tat there is still hope in everything ....
THANK U ,,,,,,

there is much more to tell but its just way too long to tell ....
the main point ??

to others ....pls ...me n her are totally nothing more than just good friends...i ll very appreciated her as a very good friend ....whoever bully her is also at the same time stepping at my tail .....hehe,,,,

to tat someone ....through this post also i hope u ll understand me ...me n christine are really totally nothing more than the borderline of good friends ...dont wan u to misunderstand ...hope u ll understand tat ...

to guys ...she is a quite nice te girl lai de ...can consider wan ....can feel the one which is able to be her ll be very hang fuk ...


to christine ....THANK U REALLY REALLY MUCH ..I DONT KNOW HOW TO SHOW MY SENSE OF APPRECIATION WIT OLY WORDS ...MY LIFE IN UUM HERE CERTAINLY IS MUCH BRIGHTER WIT A GOOD FRIEND LIKE U .....FEEL FREE TO ASK ME FOR ANY HELP OR WHATEVER....knowing u is certainly the luckiest tat happen to me in these past 3 months....i should really thank god for it .....

the crazy continues ..

i m going back to uum in 6 or 7 hours....kinda happy today >>y ???wat i done >>>haha,,,

it take 4 guys and one girl to tango alright ,,,,haha,,,,i went to have breakfast wit jg , ben , jason n hui ling at cheong ho ..my all time favourite half boiled egg wit toasted bread n many more ,,,,,.we start our journey at 6 something tim ....laugther surely is around if u are wit them ...haha....


i dint sleep last night ,,,but i am still alright ....we basicaly reach home at 2 something which means actually i do have 4 to 5 hours to sleep before joining them back , but so weird is i was not feel sleepy ..

going to miss all of these as i will not coming back in the next month ....u guys rocks .....lol....

nothing interesting to post although i have already reach back my home sweet home ....did nothing much these four days ....spent most of the time SLEEPING ...even my mum also say ' u at there no sleep wan r >>>come back so long d , all i c is u keep on sleep sleep oly '

tired e ma ....btw i really enjoy sleeping in my house n my bed.....once lie down , huhu....sleep till tomorrow ....

been wandering around in this page for almost one hour now .....dont know wat to blog here..many things did happen .... the goods n bads ...but i guess the bad things are the worst tat infect me the most ...now still feeling sob sob ....been feeling like this for the past few days ....



i m coming back tomorrow .....friday will reach le ....so to my ULTRA BRADZER ....WATCH OUT .....I M BACK ...LETS GET THE PARTY STARTED....

sorry ..for not updating for such a long period ..
been busy in UUM ...study ,exam ,exam n assingment ...good words i just finish 3 papers last thursday ...

now this week well be much more relax i think, although there will be another
1) maths test on log n limits on 19/9
2) project bm campaign presentation on 22/9 which is i have no started at all...as the leader in this campaign for my group , i m begining to worry ,,,

i ll think i ll stop here as i cant think of anything more to write...i ll be back soon i think ..take care guys ...

last night ....

chin wen
.....dont angry lo ...me n jason playing around oly ....we dont really mean wat we say .... no joke wher got laughter le ...u also had fun right ???kick vampire o next time ...hahah///

jason
..sorry too ....the thing about me driving has been a big issue to all ....anyway thanks men ,,,

old times???

suddenly think of this song ....long time have not heard it already









sob sob te jek ...wats wrong ....

exactly 2 more days //

one something d le here....still blogging ..last two day here before going to hell'uum'
going to be a while before coming back ....
tomorrow going to be busy wit things again ...how to study contemporary management jek ???quiz on 26 le ...touch also belum..

just return from tea session wit classmate at station one meru...damm noisy our table ....even louder than the tv ...haha....


there are some bad n goods tat running in my mind now ...
the things tat bug me ...
1)joyce cant recognize me ....so sad ......i barely sit in front of her oly... ...until i go say hai to her ..oly she remember ..wei we got chat on msn always wan ....
2)no ss pic at all at the tea session ,.....sien betul ..//thought wan take pic till kau kau wan ma

3)last minute d ,laptop dont have ,,,,bro suddenly dont wan give me ..got to buy ,,,,the spec tat father friend intro after consulting wit loong siang ....i feel not worthy tim ..time is running some more ...no laptop no life there ..


if tats not all ....
to those hu know the story ....i feel disappointed enough le ..last time dont dare , now dare d she run run...not run exactly ..dont know hot to say...conclusion feel tat she dont give in .////really wan bang my head jek ..
wat to do >>>give up >???


btw ,this lately always headache ...especially in house ...dont know y ....lol...maybe i got problem >>>sot te ....already no brain d , y some more pain ...



the weird thing in house
father acting weird lately ...keep on giving me wishes ...suddenly ask me wan drive go uum not >????he say buy one proton blm let me drive go >???/weird hor >>>my father say tat ???
then some more give me credit card....some more is american express wan ...wei no limit wan le ...can go credit till pecah wan ...hehe...
then a new hp for me ???nokia 82 china set ..one support two sim wan ...

but i rejected all la ...might just consider the credit card oly ....the rest feel like not important now ....

my holidays ..

august 15
i went to cut hair last night just before my dinner ...lots of relative came ...each bringing food for me to eat ...damm delicious le especially all the meat n rendang ....i was really like eating for revenge ,,,good night sleep though ..home sweet home ...comfort bed for me ...


august 16
now is around 3.30 am ././/
just reach home after hanging out wit friend ....they had lots of plan today ,but i oly manage to join the last two ....
dota.....lol....lose le ...but had a kind of satisfy feeling ....this muz thanks to sam for being the topic of being bomb for the day ....


the it was tea and catching up time ...chat a lot things ...damm fun whole day ////
in conclusion no one can replace u all < ben,jeffre,jason,sam ,tuck long ...and others more >
sleepy now ...good night all ...




anyway was passing by fei shan blog when i found this pic ....grab from her lu ...bukan main senang aje ...kasi ambil ....hehe ....







this is wat we done when we went to alor setar tat day ....camwhore la ..hehe.in giornando shop big mirror ...

i m back

hu hu hu //i m back in home ....reach klang at 5 something just now ....now in front of pc updating blog meanwhile waiting for bak kut teh wit friend ...hehe...i wan meat i wan meat.....

couldnt recognize my own bedroom also .....oh my god ////but i ll enjoy ....c u then ...hope lots of plan ll be coming up ....dont spend it doing nothing

friendship

to someone name PENGUIN ....
its really weird y ppl can be so friend in just a matter of weeks ...feel tat me n u are really like good old friend pulak ...we can talk lots of thing ..HAHA....dont worry ...i wont let u interrupt my studies ....i ll find a balance in revising my maths test this Friday meanwhile helping from time to time wit your laptop problem .....don't need to feel guilty ,,,,,though yesterday the satay u bought for me wasn't really tasty but i can feel your sincerity wan ....don't worry ...feel free to find me ....friend in need is a friend indeed .....

wat a day here ...whole day no class oly keep on sleeping n sleeping ...now in jerry room's online oly ....actually had to study wan but no mood le .....anyway tomorrow is the anniversary ...one month anniversary being in uum here...homesick???a bit oly la ...miss the food oly ....

well....at the moment still single lo ...hahaha////yup although uni got a lot of girls but dont have the ability to chase le ....bkb not strong enough to cut through ppl vanguard....

erm....signing off ..physically tired ...

busy busy busy ....

my time table now

sunday 9.3am to 11.00am maths ...
11.00am to 12.30pm kenegaraan
2.00pm to 3.30pm titas/sejarah
3.30pm to 5.00pm wakaf /sejarah discussion class .

monday 8 to 11pm bm class

tuesday 9.3am to 11.00am maths ...
11.00am to 12.30pm kenegaraan
2.00pm to 3.30pm titas/sejarah
3.30pm to 5.00pm wakaf /sejarah discussion class .

wednesday 8 to 11pm sains sosial

sat 10.3 to 12.30pm ko k class ....kelab teknologi foto






sorry for not updating so long here...kinda busy in uum ...this is because

at the moment i got

a) maths assingment ...dont know how to do here ...dahlah i tak ambil mzths in form six ...i sudah jam in matrix ....anyway i m getting more n more better d as today i manage to understand more as i try and do some practice ....haha...hope i be ready before the first test before august break ...i wan score ..

b) kenegaraan assingment ...have to do research on penyalahan gunaan telefon bimbit .....hard to find infomation this ...

c)titas/sejarah ...i hate u .....but anyway as i have basic ,it wont be to difficult to understand ..its just your projecy is troublesome .....

d) bm campaign ....had to do real life campaign and present it in front of class which consist of 600 to 700 ppl ...walao ....scare.....my first proposal was rejected then i had to rethink n redo all the ideas int two days ....thanks to group mate ,,,i really fortunate to have u all ...wit u all , i know our campaign ll be a blast later on....

e) t shirt designing for kokurikulum .....i m the president meaning i got more to worry than all my member ....got to be damm good wan since u all push n force me to be president as i m the oly guy in the club ....




wat u all think /??busy ???ya la ...like hell ......some more plus the dont have laptop factor ,i cant online so basically i am disconnected from outside world

my life ???

here i am in my dewan penginapan pelajar EON pc lab surfing the net to do my daily check up on my student mail n etc ....the line really really slow le ....how i wish i got my own laptop ...got lots of things to do ...at ther moment now i have already 4 to 5 assingment d....all of it also need internet n laptop ....it reallly sucks when u dont have one ./...

woke up quite late this morning ....around 10.30am......luckily today dont have any morning class .//oly had a session of night class at 8pm ////been quite tired these weeks ....

my life here really been quite bored le ....other than going class there is oly doing assingment assingment...\ :(

signing off here..too busy to tell other story d ...

i m coming back this sugust 13 ......will reach klang by 14 august i think .....chao ...

ck n ben

its now 1.22 am in the morning ,....yet i m here ....wrting my blog ...long time no update d ....i meet my two friend ....ben n ck online in msn ....i wanted to express my concern for them as i know both of them didnt get a place in uni even in the uni ....bu i really dont know how to express it ....i fear they will think i look down on them coz i alreday manage to secure place d ...

p/s i m not tat kind of person ...really dont know how to comfort u all .....

argh...i want to go back wan le ....yesterday after 5 pm class i wanted to just pack up n head to to klang for a few days .....tapi .....coz of last minute changes and things to do i decided to cancel of my wish ....




well actually .just finish having lunch wit jerry n v soon at eon canteen 'sri norka '......feel very full le ....my rice oly cost a merely of rm 3.30 and yet the quantity is
quite large ////

well as though today i dont have morning class i manage to slepp until 10.30 am .....but sadly for me there is a night class tonight from 8 pm to 11 pm///

the weather here is getting colder these few nights especially when it rains .....
man pergi nys selimut aku yang selesa itu ????damm miss it le ....

my last day of orientation day in uum

so tired but yet fun all the time ...my hostel ???its dpp eon lo ...the loudest n paling nisng sekali ....so suitable me ...no wonder la i lose my voice from the second day .... still not yet recover my voice .. ...manage to snap lots of pic d ...upload later ....quite not enough sleep le ....sleep oly 2 or 4 hours per day for this week ......damm busy but still curi curi time to post to release stress....i ll be back on klang on 14 august for a week break .....see u all then ....erm ....

to the one hu promise me go eat bak kut teh ,dont play aeroplane o....u also muz take care ....quite miss the moment when chatting wit u in klang......class starting sunday ....pack like hell ....JINGAK .....lol....

bye ....i leaving d ...one more hour before i start my journey ....take care all ......i ll back .....


c u ../....

pu nen shou te pi mi / secret

dont worry ...i ll help u that keep tat secret ...oly me n u know ....quite surprise n happy tat u so believe me n wiliingly to let me know wat been bothering u all these while ....couldnt offer u any solution le ...coz i dont know wat is best for u ....well anyway ,next time if u still feel unhappy or had those mix feeling ,sms let me know ....though i cant help u solve ,but surely my ears ll play a good part at listening to wat u r trying to say ///...give yourself some time lo ....no matter decision u make i ll support u till the end ....hehe,.,,,





u muz take care o....i ll leaving this saturday d .....coz last minute changes ...i ll let u know when i m back ....then tat tme u have to rasuah me d ...hehe...just kidding o..



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hectic days

beginning from monday ...i been really busy ....have to rush here rush there .///because of uni preparation....barely had a good sleep also at the night ...every morning have to wake up early early .....go to finish up the bank account n certify my koko sijil at school .....tired like shit /////eventually i still try my best to find time to go out wit friends in the the busy hectic time ...


such as yesterday ////went to happy tuesday wit ben,sam ,bk ....not bad la for my last kfc meal .....joking and laughing all the time ......going to be quite some time before my next happy tuesday meal .////



p/s....i m not trying to seludup away other ppl maggi mee n steal away ppl hamburger .....do i have the ability ???think about .>>my bkb sucks eventually ....how to snatch off the things from your hand ....haha/...



anyway receive my surat tawaran d ////after all the worrying .....but feel more cham now .....dahlah the thing inside in bad condition ///but no cheque inside ..shock me a lot le ....i was hoping to be able to use the money to lighten my parents burden ,,,,,this lately feel tat thet spent A LOT on me ...all the clothing ,daily uses stuff .....somemore wan fetch me go....omg .//////
my fees not cheap la ....when n how they are going to fork out all the money /???worry worry ......

almost all the preapration has been on the way ...things to bought ???almost all finish .....it cost me a couple of hundred for all the shopping stuff i bought which include...
2 shirt
2 tie
belt socks
giornando sweater......thanks to pauline i got 30 percent off ...thank u friend .. ...
daily use stuff
pillow
shoes
3 4gb kingston thumbdrive ....one for me and two more help lai kuan n nee jian buy ,...

the rest i bring from home if got spare so tat can save cost...this uni preparation will indeed cost my parents a few thousand or ringgit ....omg ....feel sorry for them ....



damm expensive right >>i also was shock ....eventually confuse also between the choice n quality ,,,,,for example the formal shirt i bought ....got cheaper one but quality not so good ....after a few time washing sure can kantoi d wan ....expensive seems more durable but costly ....end up parents ask buy better quality wan ...


well this week is my last ,was hoping of be able to be do the thing i didnt do d ....first on my list ????a bunch whole gang go biz yamcha ././//bring down the house there ...lol....tapi dengan sukacitanya i think this wont plan wont work out ....



muz really enjoy ...dinner ,tv and some other things ....

a thousand apologize

with the time is running so fast ...have to made certain decision ...which includes putting ppl aeroplane off ....i feel so guilty



first and not least ...loong siang ...so sorry ....i really wan to join your trip to desaru to have a little fun before our uni start te ,but u muz really know tat money now is really important ....tat money need to be use for buying stuff needed for uni...i trying not to depend on my parents ,wish i can use the money from my own pocket.... ....this decision of me not joining really bug in mind long enough ...i feel happy tat u really ask me to go ....
but then SORRY ......


second is wan mum ....sorry ka ....i last minute no join your bus ....everything was going as plan wan until this morning i received a call from father saying he ll fetch me go wit cousin on friday afternoon ....he insisted on me going wit him ...really cant do anything here .....damm regret for quiting in the last minute

damm it

y the heck u scold me for not knowing so many details on the uni thing ,.how i know ????....wat the heck u wan .....get uni place also scold ,didnt get u also scold ....do u know how fortunate i am not ???how hard is it to study n thus get a place in the uni ////




since the result till now ....wat u done as a sign of rewarding me /???/nothing ...all u do know is oly scolding me ..not even a small gift or a simple word of congratulation ....all u know is oly looking down on me n keep comparing me wit your fucking friend son ....hello....is it so easy to study ???u come try c /////




damm emo now ,.....shit ....it was suppose to be a happy n celebration day ...end up u mess it all up[ ./////

dont know how to react ???yup ...i did got ...its to uum for me ...in the logistic n transportation course,,,,,yet many things was still on my mind ....many things need to be prepared ..not forgetting next week ll be trip by .....time is really not enough it seems .///shall i go ????




to those hu didnt get ,try for the rayuan ...couldnt say much ...could oly pray n hope for wat is the best for u alll .///

its a wonder how friendship works .....how it come to u and how would it lasts could u really meassured it ???
its a magic ,an unspoken act of care ....
i m really happy cause i have a lots friends...those friends hu ll hold me up ....thanks to all ....all of u ....

saw the recent post on ben's blog..
kinda love the dance routine tat the junior did on the jing wu men .....
recalling back when i was in orientation week , i was also ask to perform a dance for the teachers day wit some of my fellow schoolmate which i barely know for 1 week ,....had many difficulties tat time which mostly are the race against time n also the lack of team work.....well the song we eventually choose was pussycatdolls 'dont cha' .......hahaha...my partners all mostly guys le ...how to overcome the sexy part >>>to my surprise ...it work out well ....some of them really manage to shake things up....men are also to shake shake their belly ...shaking belly put wasnt a hard thing so my concern was on the freestyle part where i required to solo and do some tricks where else all of the team mates will surround me in a circle in the middle of the stage ..although i as not very good in it ,but i guess i had more confident compare to shaking my belly .....well and not less...the show went down great ... ....thanks to juin giap ,kim keong ,chun chiat,siang siang ,yee teng ,hua hui and others for making it to success.....it seems to me tat' as long as u try u ll do fine' ...






btw,i kinda like this song (jing wu men)....i still remember this song was introduced by one of my junior .....bumblebee....well, i was hoping next time i ll had a chance to do create my own dance routine for this song...it ll be a big blast ....in the mean time , i ll just stick to the original mv and try to steal some move inside ////hehe..hu knows ??

now in a very bad mood ....didnt had a good sleep or should say langsung no sleep at all....sleep for 4 hours oly ...cant sleep..just can shut down my eyes ......dont know wat was i thinking ,although i am nervous as next wednesday is my 'pit stop' day ....the uni application ll out by tat day .......oly know tat my stomach was damm pain anyway ,,,,,,,woke up this in a awful manner ....felling hot all over ....luckly there was a friend when i needed the most ....she play a joke ....i smile ....hehe..thanks ...meng hui ...


.....
thank u so much for your kungfu panda joke ....it eventually make me feel better ...lucky to had friends like u ....thanks thanks /////

saw this fun thing over nicolas old post at his blog ...decided to give it a try ....the result ??//laugh like hell ...

What Alexzerocool Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions. You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

stop STOP stop ...

it had to end.... right here right now .....all the playing and flirting ....

i m so over u ....
no more 'j*** j***' ....



dont think so much ...no action has been made ..by all means i wasnt rejected ....i been keeping all the feeling to myself as i know there wont be any good happy ending between both us ...by the way it was just a small time flirting oly ....wasnt really into it ....

streamyx is killing me slowly ....killling me softly ////killing me softly....





these few days ....the line aint so good ....cant do anything when the line is not so good ...

these few days ...many things had happen...all can be written here n share wit u all...but dont know where to start n how to put in all the stories together..well i think i ll be back when i m done sketching it ...




.anyway ....this is to ben ,...seriously when nwk call u on the night of our sushi outing ...i seriously am not trying to scold him ....i just wanted to ask him as well to my class trip....as coz he also was a part of 6a7.. .....feel tat past is past d ...then since its a class trip i think he deserve to know also la ....

the date is no more ..

omg ....i got two date le ....cannot say date la ...should be two plans ...coz one is wit 'her' ....one more is wit a bunch of guys pulak ....both at almost the same time and yet distance away.....wit her is the ku night market ,,,,wit guys pulak is the meru wan ....cant afford to miss either one ...both also important in their own way ....wat to do ???/shall i sms them (the guys ) and discuss for an solution or shall i just drop of the date wit 'her'


after minutes off thinking ...




end up i sms her first....she say not so early for our plan ..as she had a performance at jenjarom ...will sms me when she is back in her house ...




after several sms i finally cancel it ./....i cancel it
which one do i cancel >>??i cancel the one wit "her'.....cant u believe it ??
yet its so not fun but i really dont wan 'her'to be so tired....not oly come back from far far away she muz also quite tired d since yesterday she work part time till 2 something in the morning ..........(at least this is wat i think)(there surely ll be next time )



so ......did i made a wrong decision???
later ...8.30pm ll go meet my bunch of friends.....go browsing the night market of meru .....


shall i be happy ,unhappy ,sad or miserable ????

CANT SLEEP LE...

it looks like i m having a hard time to get into bed nowdays ...especially in the night time ...althought i have already close all the lights and its completely black but my mind still cant shut down it seems ....wat is happening >>>.i try to keep mysself not to think so much ....but in the end i also dont know wat am i thinking about ....

its was 12.25 am when i receive a sms from her...hehe
she its ok for a walk at the meru night market ....
it looks like i got myself a date there///...

cant wait tomorrow to come ...

the missing pic ,....

this are the photos from the afternoon,,,,oly a few....hope u all dont mind ....btw....i m wearing my new spec ...how is it >>>ok r .???

p/s......thanks fei shan for telling that spec looks good on me ...u r the first to say such an encoragement commment to me since i been wearing that new spec...thanks thanks...

A cELEBRaTiOn

today was FEI SHAN birthday ...Yup...the lovely girl of 6a7....she has reach the age of 20 years old d..an important sum to us ..so me ,loong siang ,keng yip ,kok weng,xy,seow voon ,kah yee n not forgetting nee jian went to Centro there to newly open NEWAY to celebrate for her ....started off by ktv session as usual la ...they selected many many many song but the one who manage to grab the mic and sing is oly one ....not oly one la to be precise....mostly nee jian singing all the time./....he also didnt manage to finish his lunch also meanwhile we already ask the waitress to keep away all our plates d......cant u imagine how long was he singing :(

we end up changing his mic when he didnt notice it ....thought later he continue to sing ,his mic doesnt function well so it make him not a big threat to our ears ...hahaha...

ended wit the cake la ,they bought a fruit cake for her ...quite nice also for the taste ////

we got camwhore a bit la,but my hp camera too su** d....cant read the bluetooth file from kok weng n shan hp....stupid hp ...ll show u the pic after i receive from the birthday girl....

we also end up going to kp for bowling ...but eventually as the place was full we turn away from it and went to circus,,,,had a couple of games wit xy and the guys though...we also went to sushi to have a sit meanwhile chatting out on our upcoming trip .....didnt spend much there ...oly a cup of green tea for everyone....

at the end of the day .....i m tired......siting now here writting this post .....


at last....THANKS TO EVERYONE AND ALSO FEI SHAN ....I HAD A GREAT TIME WIT U ALL....I WILL MISS TAT .....

an unhappy day

the ok ok beggining'

started today morning on my last day of work in station one....sad sad,,,,,,wont be able to c her anymore....sigh......anyway,,,,,,today the atmosphere was quite fun as a new part time came....joyce her name...she was well balance in every factor from outer beauty to the inner beauty,,,,i give 90 marks jor.....almost perfect d .....the three of us (mei,me n joyce ) keep on playing and laughing today .....it was fun....

the saddest thing "

didnt manage to snap nice pic today ....damm regret le ....y?y?y?.....i was hoping can have a nice pic wit u so tat i can see u whenever i miss u ....anyway, i wish u good luck here ....muz faster graduate from the course u take o n rest more ......u looks very tired d .....muz take care....


i ll miss u jor ...hehe...my friend ...

sick in a very bad way ///

down with flu and fever .....feel no energy and very the tired ....feel like the panadol's are not working their way into my body....HOPE I LL RECOVER FASTER..i hate the condition of my body now....

my last week

its my last week ....i ll miss u ....from the things u have taught me to the laughters we share...i ll forever cherished n wont forget u ..... ....this is my promise to u ./..

new new ....

my new spec is coming out ......well...i guess the one i m wearing now has already worn out d la ,,,.,not oly it has cracks on the side of the frame and the glass itself ///the colour also has been fading d ......my family has been pursuading me to go change since feb d ,,,,but i keep dont have have enough money ...its not cheap also ....well....it was last sunday where my parents just drag me into old jj focus point and made me choose one ....i was totally like blur le ....i told them i dont have enough money le ....i have to survive for another 3 weeks le wit my remaining money le .....to my surprise my parents say ....just choose first,we ll pay for u first....
i really dont have a choice tat time as my spectacles really cant tahan d ,....it keeps on getting looser as the day pass.....

the hard part is where i choose my frame....i was determine to get a more solid frame, ones as the ones which i m wearing now has already broken a few times d ....in two years time i have change the lense for like 4 times d ........in other words.... i wan a full frame ones.......i went through dont know 15 to 20 pairs of design..the promoter also keep on walking wit em around the shop..then eventualy i choose a full frame in black colour wan ....the side eventually come wit some green colours lines......as when i went for the power checking ...the promoter indicates me tat my power increase rapidly in these two years ...my right eye increase almost satu kali ganda from 150 to 300++ ,meanwhile my left ones increase by 50 oly......he then ask me wat i had done ???/how come the power increase so much???my father terus shot him say .../// ai ya he use his eye to kap lui ma .tats y so siong lo .......zzzz

so hope my new spec will bring me better eyesight then ....hahaha.
before changing the spec i will take a before n after pic.........pls do tell me how i look ...

my off day

well it seems today nothing interesting had happen .....althought itw was my off day but i was just simply too tired to go out ....somemore wit the hot weather i would just rather sit in the house.....cant do anything about it since i dont have a car lo ..... :(

well , actually i lots of thing to post here since many things had happen in this couple of weeks......but everytime when i reach home from workplace i ll lazy d .....
among the highlights of my up n low things tat happen

1. i was brave enough to to talk to sharon,(haha)although i had already know wat her name was from some friend, but i just wan to ask her myself.......dont know tat day i was so brave....eventually the thing has hot up when i was thinking till asking her hp num.....me jason n huat keep on birding n laughing like insane till like everyone in biz cafe also couldnt help looking at us .....at last the hp asking question fail,i scared of being rejected eventually ......

2.all of the colleagueof my work place which is station 1 of meru accusing me of have an eye for june,,,,,,from the morning till night ..the conversation we had will certainly had something to to wit her .....do i like her????dont know dont know ....dont wan to know ....

above two are the highlight la ....the rest shall be continue later .....

wat a day//

i was dreaming like a god when my hp rang.....its was ben ...he say today meeting earlier d ...around 1250 like this .....i was like ....oh....ok lo....in the fact i wasnt really paying attention to wat he say....when i asleep i ll say yes to everything if someone ask me anything ......i was dreaming on learning how to do sky diving wit my dream girl wan le ......zzzz...potong stem ka ....babi u ben....hehe...just kidding

then jump to the meeting ....third of us attendeed the meeting of interact club to see wat had been going on .....y isnt the iu day being held......the meeting itself was indeed not many ppl oly.......oly the heads oly .....the meeting was quiet smooth until chiew wai n thina becoming more n more clashing d......to me its was good as in the arguement shows tat even member care for it ......its was just a matter of different points of view.....as the meeting went on,everything was geeting better d //////
at the end of it ,everything seems to be fine d .

first day of unemployment

well ....today is my first day of not working d ....yesterday was my last day at teknion malaysia.....dont think so much la....'bukan kena pecat la '........the contract of me n teknion has just ended tats all....well,right now going to rest for a week first before will work in bandar baru klang jj for a short two week lo ....