Friday, June 27, 2008

bye ....i leaving d ...one more hour before i start my journey ....take care all ......i ll back .....


c u ../....

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

pu nen shou te pi mi / secret

dont worry ...i ll help u that keep tat secret ...oly me n u know ....quite surprise n happy tat u so believe me n wiliingly to let me know wat been bothering u all these while ....couldnt offer u any solution le ...coz i dont know wat is best for u ....well anyway ,next time if u still feel unhappy or had those mix feeling ,sms let me know ....though i cant help u solve ,but surely my ears ll play a good part at listening to wat u r trying to say ///...give yourself some time lo ....no matter decision u make i ll support u till the end ....hehe,.,,,





u muz take care o....i ll leaving this saturday d .....coz last minute changes ...i ll let u know when i m back ....then tat tme u have to rasuah me d ...hehe...just kidding o..


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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

hectic days

beginning from monday ...i been really busy ....have to rush here rush there .///because of uni preparation....barely had a good sleep also at the night ...every morning have to wake up early early .....go to finish up the bank account n certify my koko sijil at school .....tired like shit /////eventually i still try my best to find time to go out wit friends in the the busy hectic time ...


such as yesterday ////went to happy tuesday wit ben,sam ,bk ....not bad la for my last kfc meal .....joking and laughing all the time ......going to be quite some time before my next happy tuesday meal .////



p/s....i m not trying to seludup away other ppl maggi mee n steal away ppl hamburger .....do i have the ability ???think about .>>my bkb sucks eventually ....how to snatch off the things from your hand ....haha/...



anyway receive my surat tawaran d ////after all the worrying .....but feel more cham now .....dahlah the thing inside in bad condition ///but no cheque inside ..shock me a lot le ....i was hoping to be able to use the money to lighten my parents burden ,,,,,this lately feel tat thet spent A LOT on me ...all the clothing ,daily uses stuff .....somemore wan fetch me go....omg .//////
my fees not cheap la ....when n how they are going to fork out all the money /???worry worry ......

Sunday, June 22, 2008

almost all the preapration has been on the way ...things to bought ???almost all finish .....it cost me a couple of hundred for all the shopping stuff i bought which include...
2 shirt
2 tie
belt socks
giornando sweater......thanks to pauline i got 30 percent off ...thank u friend .. ...
daily use stuff
pillow
shoes
3 4gb kingston thumbdrive ....one for me and two more help lai kuan n nee jian buy ,...

the rest i bring from home if got spare so tat can save cost...this uni preparation will indeed cost my parents a few thousand or ringgit ....omg ....feel sorry for them ....



damm expensive right >>i also was shock ....eventually confuse also between the choice n quality ,,,,,for example the formal shirt i bought ....got cheaper one but quality not so good ....after a few time washing sure can kantoi d wan ....expensive seems more durable but costly ....end up parents ask buy better quality wan ...


well this week is my last ,was hoping of be able to be do the thing i didnt do d ....first on my list ????a bunch whole gang go biz yamcha ././//bring down the house there ...lol....tapi dengan sukacitanya i think this wont plan wont work out ....



muz really enjoy ...dinner ,tv and some other things ....

Thursday, June 19, 2008

a thousand apologize

with the time is running so fast ...have to made certain decision ...which includes putting ppl aeroplane off ....i feel so guilty



first and not least ...loong siang ...so sorry ....i really wan to join your trip to desaru to have a little fun before our uni start te ,but u muz really know tat money now is really important ....tat money need to be use for buying stuff needed for uni...i trying not to depend on my parents ,wish i can use the money from my own pocket.... ....this decision of me not joining really bug in mind long enough ...i feel happy tat u really ask me to go ....
but then SORRY ......


second is wan mum ....sorry ka ....i last minute no join your bus ....everything was going as plan wan until this morning i received a call from father saying he ll fetch me go wit cousin on friday afternoon ....he insisted on me going wit him ...really cant do anything here .....damm regret for quiting in the last minute

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

damm it

y the heck u scold me for not knowing so many details on the uni thing ,.how i know ????....wat the heck u wan .....get uni place also scold ,didnt get u also scold ....do u know how fortunate i am not ???how hard is it to study n thus get a place in the uni ////




since the result till now ....wat u done as a sign of rewarding me /???/nothing ...all u do know is oly scolding me ..not even a small gift or a simple word of congratulation ....all u know is oly looking down on me n keep comparing me wit your fucking friend son ....hello....is it so easy to study ???u come try c /////




damm emo now ,.....shit ....it was suppose to be a happy n celebration day ...end up u mess it all up[ ./////
dont know how to react ???yup ...i did got ...its to uum for me ...in the logistic n transportation course,,,,,yet many things was still on my mind ....many things need to be prepared ..not forgetting next week ll be trip by .....time is really not enough it seems .///shall i go ????




to those hu didnt get ,try for the rayuan ...couldnt say much ...could oly pray n hope for wat is the best for u alll .///

Monday, June 16, 2008

its a wonder how friendship works .....how it come to u and how would it lasts could u really meassured it ???
its a magic ,an unspoken act of care ....
i m really happy cause i have a lots friends...those friends hu ll hold me up ....thanks to all ....all of u ....

Friday, June 13, 2008

saw the recent post on ben's blog..
kinda love the dance routine tat the junior did on the jing wu men .....
recalling back when i was in orientation week , i was also ask to perform a dance for the teachers day wit some of my fellow schoolmate which i barely know for 1 week ,....had many difficulties tat time which mostly are the race against time n also the lack of team work.....well the song we eventually choose was pussycatdolls 'dont cha' .......hahaha...my partners all mostly guys le ...how to overcome the sexy part >>>to my surprise ...it work out well ....some of them really manage to shake things up....men are also to shake shake their belly ...shaking belly put wasnt a hard thing so my concern was on the freestyle part where i required to solo and do some tricks where else all of the team mates will surround me in a circle in the middle of the stage ..although i as not very good in it ,but i guess i had more confident compare to shaking my belly .....well and not less...the show went down great ... ....thanks to juin giap ,kim keong ,chun chiat,siang siang ,yee teng ,hua hui and others for making it to success.....it seems to me tat' as long as u try u ll do fine' ...






btw,i kinda like this song (jing wu men)....i still remember this song was introduced by one of my junior .....bumblebee....well, i was hoping next time i ll had a chance to do create my own dance routine for this song...it ll be a big blast ....in the mean time , i ll just stick to the original mv and try to steal some move inside ////hehe..hu knows ??

now in a very bad mood ....didnt had a good sleep or should say langsung no sleep at all....sleep for 4 hours oly ...cant sleep..just can shut down my eyes ......dont know wat was i thinking ,although i am nervous as next wednesday is my 'pit stop' day ....the uni application ll out by tat day .......oly know tat my stomach was damm pain anyway ,,,,,,,woke up this in a awful manner ....felling hot all over ....luckly there was a friend when i needed the most ....she play a joke ....i smile ....hehe..thanks ...meng hui ...


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thank u so much for your kungfu panda joke ....it eventually make me feel better ...lucky to had friends like u ....thanks thanks /////
saw this fun thing over nicolas old post at his blog ...decided to give it a try ....the result ??//laugh like hell ...








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Thursday, June 12, 2008

stop STOP stop ...

it had to end.... right here right now .....all the playing and flirting ....

i m so over u ....
no more 'j*** j***' ....



dont think so much ...no action has been made ..by all means i wasnt rejected ....i been keeping all the feeling to myself as i know there wont be any good happy ending between both us ...by the way it was just a small time flirting oly ....wasnt really into it ....
streamyx is killing me slowly ....killling me softly ////killing me softly....





these few days ....the line aint so good ....cant do anything when the line is not so good ...

Monday, June 9, 2008

these few days ...many things had happen...all can be written here n share wit u all...but dont know where to start n how to put in all the stories together..well i think i ll be back when i m done sketching it ...




.anyway ....this is to ben ,...seriously when nwk call u on the night of our sushi outing ...i seriously am not trying to scold him ....i just wanted to ask him as well to my class trip....as coz he also was a part of 6a7.. .....feel tat past is past d ...then since its a class trip i think he deserve to know also la ....

Thursday, June 5, 2008

the date is no more ..

omg ....i got two date le ....cannot say date la ...should be two plans ...coz one is wit 'her' ....one more is wit a bunch of guys pulak ....both at almost the same time and yet distance away.....wit her is the ku night market ,,,,wit guys pulak is the meru wan ....cant afford to miss either one ...both also important in their own way ....wat to do ???/shall i sms them (the guys ) and discuss for an solution or shall i just drop of the date wit 'her'


after minutes off thinking ...




end up i sms her first....she say not so early for our plan ..as she had a performance at jenjarom ...will sms me when she is back in her house ...




after several sms i finally cancel it ./....i cancel it
which one do i cancel >>??i cancel the one wit "her'.....cant u believe it ??
yet its so not fun but i really dont wan 'her'to be so tired....not oly come back from far far away she muz also quite tired d since yesterday she work part time till 2 something in the morning ..........(at least this is wat i think)(there surely ll be next time )



so ......did i made a wrong decision???
later ...8.30pm ll go meet my bunch of friends.....go browsing the night market of meru .....


shall i be happy ,unhappy ,sad or miserable ????

CANT SLEEP LE...

it looks like i m having a hard time to get into bed nowdays ...especially in the night time ...althought i have already close all the lights and its completely black but my mind still cant shut down it seems ....wat is happening >>>.i try to keep mysself not to think so much ....but in the end i also dont know wat am i thinking about ....

its was 12.25 am when i receive a sms from her...hehe
she its ok for a walk at the meru night market ....
it looks like i got myself a date there///...

cant wait tomorrow to come ...

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

the missing pic ,....






this are the photos from the afternoon,,,,oly a few....hope u all dont mind ....btw....i m wearing my new spec ...how is it >>>ok r .???

p/s......thanks fei shan for telling that spec looks good on me ...u r the first to say such an encoragement commment to me since i been wearing that new spec...thanks thanks...

A cELEBRaTiOn

today was FEI SHAN birthday ...Yup...the lovely girl of 6a7....she has reach the age of 20 years old d..an important sum to us ..so me ,loong siang ,keng yip ,kok weng,xy,seow voon ,kah yee n not forgetting nee jian went to Centro there to newly open NEWAY to celebrate for her ....started off by ktv session as usual la ...they selected many many many song but the one who manage to grab the mic and sing is oly one ....not oly one la to be precise....mostly nee jian singing all the time./....he also didnt manage to finish his lunch also meanwhile we already ask the waitress to keep away all our plates d......cant u imagine how long was he singing :(

we end up changing his mic when he didnt notice it ....thought later he continue to sing ,his mic doesnt function well so it make him not a big threat to our ears ...hahaha...

ended wit the cake la ,they bought a fruit cake for her ...quite nice also for the taste ////

we got camwhore a bit la,but my hp camera too su** d....cant read the bluetooth file from kok weng n shan hp....stupid hp ...ll show u the pic after i receive from the birthday girl....

we also end up going to kp for bowling ...but eventually as the place was full we turn away from it and went to circus,,,,had a couple of games wit xy and the guys though...we also went to sushi to have a sit meanwhile chatting out on our upcoming trip .....didnt spend much there ...oly a cup of green tea for everyone....

at the end of the day .....i m tired......siting now here writting this post .....


at last....THANKS TO EVERYONE AND ALSO FEI SHAN ....I HAD A GREAT TIME WIT U ALL....I WILL MISS TAT .....