wanted to dedicate this song so much to u ,

 listen to the lyrics well ~~~




No matter what you do
I'll be there for you
And every time you close your eyes
I will be by your side
'Cause every time you make me sing
Baby I will be your everything

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

Baby I
Baby I will
Baby I will be your everything
[x3]

to let s something goes over unexplained is more or less the current mood button now
can you spend sometime let me finish all the accumulated words

assuming time is the main factor before all this is forgotten , bury n lost

finally , the news on convocation has arrive
 oct 6-10 ,
preparation to be make , i m actually putting quite some hope for this convocation
to prove all the past 4 years is worthy

but dont dare to expect much ~
proven from previously , expectations  will only lead to greater disappointing by issue when the time comes

i m turning into something that is easily being control by emotion ~~a severe slave of emotion whenever something struck ~~
should stop it , before totally turn into somethings really bad happen ~~

we never know the meaning of something to ourself until we almost lose it ~~
perhaps we thought we had 'forgotten' about it far along it ago~~
but when something triggers it ~, all it ll come back ~~~

your sms is just woke me up~
dont know wats the joy behind this ~but its just so happpppppppiieee~~


was not totally random ~
perhaps trying to focusing on work this day makes realize the time concept even more ~~
tomorrow would be a very special date
29.02.2012

how u r going to spend ?
hope it ll be as special as to u as to me ~~
hoping to have a starbucks with u ~~~

7 minute pas 12~~26 feb ~~
the 2nd birthday after her birthday ~~~
the mistake shipment arrive today i guess ~~
but it was never important to u ?

been waking up in the middle of the night quite frequent this past week ~
often awake by dreams i myself also dont understand how come i am having it at the first place
i m thinking too much ?
is it a hints of wat the future is fore coming ?
images of u ~~

up to now ~i hope everything was just a dream ~

something tat i would tell ,
a sticky a day , makes up a curvy smile on your face everyday ~~~


just a song for sharing ~~

the day after the package was sent out ~
it reach early ~but totally mayhem when the content is kinda terbalik~~~
wtf !!!!!! change into stone n chemical ?
walao ~~~
really is sad die me ~~

wat i had prepare so 'hard' and "long" to this little surprise me , it actually fails me so hard~
its kind a big slap to the face ~
why o why ~~of all the things tat can go wrong ~how come it had to my first shipment out using courier service to send a parcel service to her ?
on her birthday eve some more ?

caught speechless at the very moment !!y even this u also have to fail me ! the surprise is really ruined ~~
p/~ i m doing logistic ! shame on logistic if the service level maintain at this level ~~
really cant help wanted to screw ~~~
!@#$%^&*()_

:(

do u really did saw ?
u are making me worry even more ~~
this pretending wont be in a perfect one piece anymore is u saw this blog~
pls dont :( i oly left here to say out things i wan ~


one more week to go for your birthday ~
present is consider completed ~~
courier out by next week~
wish u ll like the present very much without any awkward or guiltiness feel


enjoy the movie ?



anyways~ good night ~~
still thinking of u ~~day ~and night ~purple~

~"she is not just a toy", yet she is the worthy one tat turn things into complicated

~"she is not just a toy", yet she is the worthy one tat turn things into complicated

through the smallest thing she done , it affects u in a major way ~tats ad a sign of something is going on
when she no longer around,there's where the misery n suffering all taking effects
~perhaps i ll admit tat something has developed over here over the time~
like it or not ~she has gain some spot

when she is not around anymore , u feel annoyed, frustated in everything u do and become moodless ~
by posting more n more things tat are actually running in your mind , ppl tends to think that u are emoing all the while u dont really care for them except to this particular person which u somehow hope the slightest chances she might c and even press a (y) like for it ~

some had ask y spend so much effort, time n resources over one single tree while u can have the whole forest ~~
i ll oly say u r the worhty one ~~worhty one for me even to change the relationship into complicated ~~
coz u really make me feel complicated ~~~in a good way~~
perhaps its a highest and biggest risk i haven take all this while ~but this risk is worthy one ~~~
as i know i really like u very much ~~~
as time pass , i ll remain the same ~just wont so on the eye to make your life better i hope ~~



y i have to pretend not to care while i actually care for it the most ~
even though it might be as easy as it be , but i shall do all of this for u ~
in order how her to be better off and perhaps stop worrying ~~

something i have bought for u ~~~perhaps i may not be the one making u smile , but still i hope u smile ~~

'random , unplanned , birthday present~







a sticky a day craves a smiling curves on your face everyday ~~

lots have happen ~~
all i cn say is ~gambate !

feelings are something that hard to describe yet leave a lot of question mark on our
head ?
yet still why do we care about it ?



sometimes its just like choosing a candy out of the jar ~